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My Journal - June 2009

 June 1, 2009

Today, I was waiting for Divina’s text message. However I was planning to go back to Manila before June 10. I was not interested in joining the alumni homecoming. It is maybe because I don’t have enough budget for that.

 

At three o’ clock, Shobee texted me. She later gave me load because she has a big problem. I have learned that it was due to Epr. The latter hurt her physically. She was so hurt. It was the most painful of all their fights. Thus, I gave her soothing words. I made sure that I was not bias or prejudice to both of them. I studied her story. I knew the fault was made by her brother. I then advised her to take a distance from her half-brother to avoid dispute.

 

It was a long conversation. I felt sad about it. Yet I was proud of myself that I was chosen by her to be a shoulder-to-cry-on.

 

I also asked her if she wanted to text and ask about what he did. She just preferred to keep her silence. I instead texted her brother of a thing about a song he liked. I wanted merely to test if he’s sane still. He replied after a long while using Shobee’s number. I felt glad. I knew they reconciled already. It was confirmed by Bee herself. She impliedly complimented me.

 

Later I text-conversed with Epr. We talked about MMS and songs, he like. I guess he’s okay now.

 

 

 

June 2, 2009

When I got up at past six, I did sweeping job first before having coffee. Then, I did some bonsai work. I later made another signage “Wanted: Maids (in Manila and Bulan),” since Ate Che needs two maids.

 

At nine, I was doing laundry. Bee and I were texting, as well. She’s going to a job interview today. I wished her luck.

 

Before eleven, I texted Daba. I asked her “Panu na ang alumni ntin?”

 

She said she would text me later if she’s free. It favored me. I was invited by Amy to a meeting at Sabang Park tonight. It might conflict to a meeting in Polot.

 

I was still hoping that applicants arrive to inquire. But no one came in until afternoon. I wanted to leave Bulan soon. I could not take a weeklong stay here anymore. I did not know. It’s maybe because there’s a crisis in here. I also could not relax. In fact, at 2 pm, I was in a rice mill and when I got home at past 3, I cooked biko. It was a sweaty job.

 

Daba notified me that the meeting was canceled due to a suspicious bad weather. It gladdened me. I could not be there immediately if it was not postponed.

 

My being a LET passer was not kept secret to our neighbors. In fact, Jean Luna thought the biko I cooked was my blowout. She asked for it. I gave her when Ate Ningning told me to do so.

 

I realized that Papay Benson was very proud of me. My success is his pleasure. He wasn’t disappointed by me.

 

Amy did not text me. It means our meeting would not be realized. Besides, I could not see her tonight due to the bad weather.

 

 

 

June 3. 2009

At past 6:30 am, I did marketing. I bought Ate Ningning’s paninda. When I got home, I was directed again to buy viands. I was so occupied today. Cooking, using timbers, made me sick. But it’s nicer than to have a poor or unhealthy lunch.

 

I was taking a nap when Amy texted me. She said that I have to see her at their house because she looked for a maid in my behalf. Thus at past 3, I left home. I first bought flip-flop in the market, then I went to RGCC. I talked to Mariel there when she was freed from admitting enrollees.

 

At 4:30 pm, I went to Managa-naga. Amy was not yet there. Thus her mother accommodated me. We talked about Amy’s schooling and her boyfriend. Before our conversations, I lent my reviewer to Ate Onang. I also promised her to send my other reviewers when I got in Manila.

 

Amy arrived at 5:30. We immediately left to talk to the maid, she’s recommending. However, the former wanted to leave Bulan on July. It was very disappointing. We looked and talked to other prospects, but it was a failure again.

 

Florenil texted me at 7 pm. We conversed for a few hours. And at the end of our conversation, she told me to keep in touch with them even when I am working in Taguig. I assured her, I will.

Amy decided right away, when I told her that Ate Che was looking for two housemaids, that she wanted to work. Thus, she looked for other maid to complete the needed persons being sought for. Then, at past 7 pm, we went at Ate Che’s house.

 

Ate Che’s need of a full-time maid and she only needs one. Amy was pushed by her acquaintance. The latter gave way. However, Ate Che did not hire her immediately. She was to consult it first to her husband. But I knew m she would hire Amy.

 

I was home at past eight. I just walked home.

 

Later I was texting unlimitedly. One of my text mates was Epr. Tina replied as well when I asked her if she knew someone who’s willing to work in manila as a maid. She kids me that she wanted to work as a maid. But I did not take it seriously. So she did.

 

She has learned as well my teaching job before I was not able to reply due to the emptiness of my phone battery.

 

 

 

June 4, 2009

Six-thirty when I got up. I started anticipating for applicants. I also planned of going to Tia Dolor’s house. So at past 7, I left home. Before I could get to Bulasu, Tia Marissa hailed me. She talked to me about the maids, I was looking for. She wanted to apply. I just did not like her. Besides, she’s not qualified. However she promised that she would look for maids and would refer them to me.

 

While waiting for Tia Dolor, who according to Tia Marissa has just passed by, I conversed with the latter. Later, Tio Pogi arrived. He recommended his wife. So when Tia Dolor arrived, we went to Tio Pogi’s house. I talked to his wife.

 

I was still sad because I could not find someone I would give to Auntie Vangie. Tio Pogi’s wife is not suited for Auntie’s house. She must be a single lady to be hired.

 

I went back home disappointed.

 

After breakfast, I began texting some of my friends. I asked for help. But I failed again.

 

I then waited for applicants.

 

At eleven am, I went to Tahimik. I asked Ate Emang. But she did not know anyone who wanted to work as maid. It broke my heart so badly. I was very frustrated.

 

T TWO PM, Tia Dolor and I went to her prospects. I was just disappointed to see the eager applicant. I could not recommend her to Auntie Vangie, but I could give her to Let, a resident of Binangonan.

 

I texted Let. I knew she requires 18 to 30 years old, but I still told her how willing the applicant to work is and how experience she is. I have got no reply from her.

 

At past two, I was invited by Delon at their house. We watched Grafield 2, the Movie. Eking, Chaty, and Jasleen were there, too. I temporarily forgot my problem.

 

At four pm, I was cooking guisadong sotanghon for meryenda. It was when Mj replied. She said that they were fine. She also asked about my problem. She would expect me to be there at June 10.

 

I tried to escape from cooking at 6 pm, but I could not take it. Kuya Bambi was watching tv. Ate Ningning was in her store.

 

After cooking, I conversed with Nonoy near the street. It was during the blackout. We talked about school. He also told me that if he needs my help, he would text me. I said, “No problem.’

 

 

 

June 5, 2009

I got up very early at 6:30. I just took hot drink and charged my phone. I also visited my bonsai trees. Then, I went back upstairs. I did an exercise there.

 

At past eight, I was about to leave, applicants’ friend arrived. Tia Dolor also came in. We all went to Pon-od. I interviewed Ayen’s friend and other two applicants. I only hired the first.

 

I was so glad that I could give Auntie Vangie a maid. I would only think of the maid I should give to Let.

 

I went back to RGCC. Dichoso and Infante would be there too to enroll. While waiting I encode the LET passers, posted on a streamer. I found out that some of the names there were the names that were already passed before April 15, 2009 LET. But I don’t care. All I knew is that I am a take-one passer. I’m so proud of my achievement.

 

At nine-thirty, April arrived. Gleazy arrived late. We’re talking gladly about several matters while I took down notes of the hiring procedures for public school teachers that were posted on the bulletin board.

 

Christian was there, as well.

 

Later Ma’am Aneli Sarmiento came in. I waved to her. She recognized me and congratulated me. I never thought that she could still remember me.

 

I have learned that she also took 18 units and has passed the LET before I do.

 

My two friends have gotten a big problem in RGCC when they were told to wear uniform starting on Monday. So we inquired at SLI-KRAMS I also advised them to file for LET before July.

 

At twelve, I was in Polot. I went first at Lolo Aton’s house. But Lola Banday was sleeping so I decided to go back there later.

 

On the way to Elizaga Street, Tata Odi and Tia Mila talked to me. Tata Odi asked about my teaching profession. I was forced to confide.

 

Then I saw Neneng. She already knew that I passed the LET.

 

Before 1 pm, I was at Mamay Gaya’s house. I conversed with her and Manay Aday. They have learned also about my new job. But before that, Manay Niknik congratulated me. I wondered how she did know about it. Yet it was so gladdening that it was not kept secret.

 

Manay Aday and I had a solo conversation. I have learned about Tia Letty’s words that she heard from the former. She too has an ill-feeling toward Jano’s mother-in-law. So I was forced to give her some scenarios proving the meanness of Tia Letty.

 

I was so mad of her demeanor.

 

At 3 pm, I went to Liman, specifically to Reno’s house. We conversed for an hour. I just wanted to ask if they could recommend someone to work as a housemaid. I was slightly disappointed to know they don’t know somebody.

 

At past 4, I left Liman. I then visited the ruins of typhoon Dante. I was very shocked to the river across our property. The flood caused great damages in many properties.

 

Then, I visited Papay Valentin, who has just got pardon from the correctional. He and Tammy were doing something while I was talking with them. They’re starting anew life in their property together with an elderly woman, who has a daughter and grandchild.

 

I have learned many facts about them. So they do from me and my family. I was glad that they were back!

 

Then, I visited Lolo Aton and Lola Banday. The former was glad for my visit. She was also thankful for some good new I brought her, such as Mama’s successful eye operation and my new job.

 

I wanted to see and talk to Auntie Leny but she already left the library. I did not go to their house because I saw Daba. We then went to see Cecille.

 

The three of us conversed until we decided to go to Anying’s house. We waited there for so long, but it has never a dull moment. We talked about our career.

 

Before Anying arrived, Dindo came first. And after a few hours, we went to see Teddy at their store. The next hours, we’re drinking San Mig Light beer. I was glad to be with them, but I was worried that I might blow up. I have not had lunch. I just ate breakfast before I left home. Plus, the dinner was skipped.

 

However I still quaffed my beer. Good thing, there were barbeques on the center. I also had suman a while ago, given by Anying.

 

I tried to converse with them. I, however could not contribute more to the conversation maybe because of Teddy and Dindo’s presence. Though they are nice, I still felt uneasy with them. Good thing, Anying and Daba were trying to include me in the talk.

 

At eleven, we were done. Dindo, Daba, and Cecille brought me home in Zone 7. I was riding back on Dindo’s motorcycle. Daba and Cecile were on another.  

 

Before I have got home, I texted Mj and I greeted Shobee a “Happy 18th Birthday!”

 

I joined Kuya Jape and his drink mates for a while before I woke Ate Ningning up to open the door. I then tried to eat before I sleep. It was 12 midnight.

 

 

 

June 6, 2009

I still woke up early though I had a sleepless night. I later started the day with a smile.

 

At past seven, applicant arrived. After interview, I hired her. I pity her. She really needed the job.

 

At nine, Auntie Vangie and I were texting. I told her beforehand that Loida and I might leave Bulan on Sunday. I was then pretty sure that Let—employer in Binangonan, that she needs maid. However I worried when I received no reply from her.

 

I was very disappointed. I told it to Mj, who was very eager to see me sooner. I also related it to Ate Ningning and Papay Benson.

 

After cooking, I asked Kuya Jape if I could hitch in his truck tomorrow morning though Papay benson would do the same too. He said “Puwede.” So I decided to ride with them in the closed van.

 

I texted Let again. And she immediately apologized that she has already hired someone. I did not reply. I must not say anything. She deserved my silence. But in reality I was furious.

 

At one pm, I went to Loida’s house. I asked her and her mother if it okay if she would be leaving tomorrow afternoon alone. They agreed. Thus I gave them the P1,500 cash.

 

When I got home, I packed up my stuff. MJ TEXTED ME LATER. She offered P500 so that I could go home earlier. I said she instead keep me the money. I could use that in my stay in Taguig.

 

Later, somebody phoned me. She’s Malou, Rona’s relative. She was asking for Liezel that Let has rejected. However she only offered P2,000 salary.

 

I bargained with Malou. She made it P2,500. Thus, I went to Leizel’s house. She agreed upon it. I was phoned by the employer when I was there.

 

Amy has recruited two maids. But they were not sure yet.

 

I then went to Leizel’s house. She accepted the salary. Later the employer phoned me. She asked about Leizel and the vale and fare.

 

Everything was slightly fine. I just waited for their text message that they sent the money already. However, a problem arose. The employer learned from me that they must pay me finder’s fee. It’s the reason why they did not reply anymore. They, of course, did not send money.

 

It’s okay! I was still decided to leave tomorrow. I just pity Leizel. It was the second time she failed to have work in Manila.

 

Amy and Ate Che were texting me. I told Amy that I wanted to pass my raket to her. She showed me her interest since it would help her a lot. While Ate Che WAS IMPLYING AGAIN AOUT MY BLOWOUT. She has learned that I would leave tomorrow.

 

At past seven I have helped Amy financially in a very little amount. I knew she’s in need now. It means a lot to her. I was glad to help her.

 

I also have helped Aileen and Kuya Jape. It was when I have asked a withdrawal slip from Ate Cge that they need to have tonight.

 

At quarter to eight, I brought pansit to Duran residence. There, I was blessed with dilis, P200, and words of God and encouragement and advices from the couple. I was glad that even I failed to the two employers, I still have a happy evening.

 

 

 

June 7, 2009

At past 3 am, I was already awake. I then prepared myself and my things. I made sure that I have not left anything.

 

At past 4, the truck, where I was riding on, was moving forward. Papay Benson was there, too. His presence did not affect me. I still have a place to sit on. In fact, I could lie down pa.

 

At 6 pm, we were already at Kuya Jape’s workplace. He has not borrowed a car to bring Papay Benson to Pasig. Thus, we commute merely.

 

Papay Benson gave me P200 at MRT station. It gladdened me. It could help me a lot.

 

At past 8, I got to my in-laws’ house. My kids were glad seeing me. So do I.

 

 

 

June 8, 2009

At four-thirty, I was on the trip to Cubao. I have also texted Loida.

 

At Cubao Bus Terminal, I waited for Loida for almost an hour. But it was okay. At least she’s safe.

 

And at past seven, we got to Auntie Vangie’s house. I could see her satisfaction for what or who I gave her.

 

After a short talk with Auntie Vangie, Tito Rey, and Loida, I bade goodbye to them though I was not financially blessed. I was glad today. I have given her a maid. I also have given Loida a job.

 

I was exhausted and sleepy when I got home at nine-thirty. Thus I took a rest immediately. It continued after lunch.

 

The whole afternoon I was just on the bed—catching sleep. Children, including my kids, were just so noisy. I could not sleep tightly.

 

At past 4 pm, Analyn texted me. She asked me to make her an application letter. I did it immediately. She thanked me. I hoped and wished for her luck.

 

 

 

June 9, 2009

From the time I woke up until I took a bath at 2 pm, my head seemed too heavy. I could feel ache in it. I was also coughing. My phlegm was very sticky.

 

I took a rest the whole day. I stayed on bed until past 5 pm. I just have to shred coconuts for biko.

 

At six pm, I was thinking of Mama’s checkup tomorrow. I’m worried if she has money. She must not be absent on her consultation.

 

I knew she would not wish for my presence anymore because I texted Flor last night that I might not be there to accompany the former.

 

 

 

June 10, 2009

My in-laws left to Bulan. At past 12 noon, when they left home. I felt glad not because of their departure, but because they gave Mj a budget for 5 days. They still think of us though they would take a break.

 

Randy texted me at past 4:30. He asked my where-about. I then told him that I would be there on June 12. But he bargained. He said that I must be there on June 11 so that I could attend the faculty meeting. I felt privileged thus I assured him of my attendance.

 

Mj was just protesting. She wanted me to leave on June 12. But I have already made the decision.

 

 

 

 

June 11, 2009

Past seven when we got up. Lster I was frying eggs and rice.

 

Zildjian has a tantrum at 9 am. I hit him many times. But I pity him when he cried.

 

Later, Randy texted me. He was expecting my presence because he texted me yesterday that I have to report not on June 12, but today. I made a fabrication, but he insisted. Thus, at eleven, I decided to leave Antipolo. Good thing I have packed my stuff. Mj helped me.

 

Past eleven I left to Taguig City. But before that, I have learned from Daba that the alumni homecoming was successful and the tarpaulin that has been accidentally left in the bus by my mother-in-law last year, was returned to Ma’am Grace Pesimo. I was glad to know that.

 

I did not want to leave Mj in a miserable condition. Pj was left to her care by Michelle. Good thng, Neiczel was brought by MeAnn to Lola’s house. However, I have to be at Good Shepherd Academy.

 

At past 2 pm, I was already in our school. My co-teachers were already there waiting for the start of the meeting. After almost an hour, the principal started the meeting. She’s old yet nice. She spoke of her experiences. I have learned a lot from her. However I got sad when she announced that we have to wear slacks.

 

I started to overthink about it. I even bugged Mj about it. She later texted me that she found two pants in their closet. But I was not sure when I would be there.

 

At six pm, Randy directed me to encode something in the PC. I did it immediately, trying my best to make it. I was doing the job while answering Epr’s and Mj’s text messages.

 

At eight pm, I have refreshed myself. I, however, started to feel alone. My three co-teachers were not that accommodating. Randy was very busy. I preferred to rest, bur I did not know where. Until Randy invited to stroll. He is breaking in his new motorcycle. I went with him. Sir Neil, Ma’am Myra’s brother joined us—using his own motorcycle.

 

I enjoyed the ride, as well as the treat of Sir Neil at MiniStop convenience store.

 

It was eleven when we got home.

 

Randy cared for my bed.

 

I have experienced pamamahay before I fell asleep.

 

 

 

June 12, 2009

Though I had a sleepless night, I still got up early. Randy told me to join the flag raising ceremony at the SM city Bicutan today. I was half-excited.

 

This was my first attendance at Good Shepherd’s school activity or program. I felt privileged.

 

At past 7:30 am, we were already at SM. However it started at past 9. The sunrays were already painful. And although I was disappointed for a long wait, I felt glad naman to witness the ceremony. It was an unforgettable experience. I personally have seen Roselle Nava sand the national anthem.

 

At quarter to eleven we were home. And at eleven, we took our lunch. We slightly talked about the ambagan for rice. Later I was thinking of my salary. I was worrying how I could budget it. What if it would only be spent for food?

 

After lunch, I took a nap. I could not sleep. I was still thinking of my salary. I just hoped Ma’am Myra makes it P5000 per month and gives me at least three pupils/students to be tutored. It would help me a lot.

 

At two pm, I asked Sir Randy if I could go home. He called Ma’am Myra. But she impliedly permitted m not. It was Sir Randy who did not want me to go to Antipolo because there were tasks we were going to do later. Instead we strolled in Lower Bicutan.

 

I took a nap when we got home. It was 5 pm when I got up.

 

At six, we strolled again. Sir Randy brought me to ukay-ukay store. He knew the owner. So he has indorsed me to make a credit. I was forced to get two pants (slacks) for P75 each.

 

He also brought me to a tailor, whom I avail his service for the repair of my pants.

 

 

 

 

June 13, 2009

Sir Randy and I started cleansing the monobloc chairs. The rest of our colleagues helped us at past eight. It somehow expedited the work. However, I was already exhausted. My back started to ache.

 

Later, we went upstairs and cleaned and cleansed the classrooms. I also did fetching water and mopping. It was exhausting! Yet I still did my work. I have to show my industry. And it resulted to a compliments. I was complimented by my female co-teachers.

 

Before eight, Sir Randy invited me to go to Ma’am Myra’s house. There, we were forced to help Sir Neil and David in painting tables. I was very hungry at that time. But I could not ask permission from Sir Randy that I wanted to leave. We finished the task at 10. But we went back to school at 10:30.

 

I ate plenty when we were supping.

 

 

 

June 14, 2009

Past 7:30 when I started cleaning at my advisory classroom. I did it alone this time. Later, I felt lower backache, but I finished the task.

 

At 10:00 am, I was directed to cook brunch. I do not have any contribution of its expense. I just hoped it was okay.

 

At ten-thirty, I took a rest. I laid down my aching back. My head was aching too. I felt exhausted. I suspect, it was a flu. Good thing, I have no fever.

 

Teacher Shane told me to rest and not to mind helping others in cleaning. So I did after we ate brunch. It was past one when I felt fine. So I took a bath.

 

Everything was organized upstairs. I had nothing to do. I just bonded with my co-teachers.

 

I have no more problem regarding with my advisory class, which is Grade 4 and my room, except for the black shoes, I would need tomorrow. We were required to wear slacks. Therefore I need black shoes. My present canvas shoes are not suitable for it.

 

I started to feel at home and comfortable today. All I have to learn is budgeting. I must be a wise spender, so that I could take home at least P2,000 for my kids.

 

At past 8, Mj sent this text message to me: “Musta? Mghapon k d ngppramdam ha? Wl pngload? Gudluck pra bukas ha. My card n gwa c Hnna s bday u n lng nya bgay. Mis k n namin! Tsups!” This is in connection with her message at 10:30 am. I was so touched!

 

I bonded with my co-teachers before I went into my bed. They’re nice pala. Teacher Lynne gave me some tips on Math teaching and handling naughty kids.

 

 

 

 

June 15, 2009

At 5 am, I was awakened by Sir Randy. I wanted to sleep back but I have to get up.

 

While I was preparing myself, my heart was throbbing. Nervousness filled my entirety, especially when I saw the parents and pupils arriving. They were all looking at me. But I carried myself still.

 

I met my advisory class (Grade 4) at 7 am. They are all nice looking, though some of them are pasaway. Yet I could say that they would respect me and they would like me.

 

I taught Math, Values Education, and English in the morning. I think, they have learned somehow from me, since they are only 14.

 

At the afternoon, I met 4th year, 1st year, 2nd year, and 3rd year. I loved and liked them all. Some are very inquisitive about my personal info. Some are very quiet. I have also seen intelligent students through giving pre-test.

 

I love it! I lost my voice temporarily, but I felt glad that I was liked by most of them. I think, I am going to like teaching here.

 

Before I studied my lessons, I texted some of my friends, who texted me when I have no load. I also notified Mj about my day. Then I joined Sir Randy in strolling. Teacher Em and I washed the dishes later.

 

I was exhausted but I have to study my lessons for tomorrow.

 

At 11 pm, I was resting already.

 

 

 

June 16, 2009

Second day of my teaching job was not that cramming, but my body wanted to give up. I had not completed 8 hours of sleep. I craved for more hours of sleep, however I had to get up and prepare for my first period class.

 

Grade 4 pupils are still naughty. Some of them are pestering another. Some are doing other things. But there are some, who are willing to learn. I just tried to catch their attention and to stop them from doing naughtiness. I just could not shout because I have almost lost my voice yesterday. Besides, I don’t want to get angry because I shout and reprimand them.

 

Afternoon is my favorite period because I am handling high school students, who are mot hard-headed. They are all reserved.

 

The best thing about them is that I can express myself freely. I can also sat that my lesson was well understood by almost all.

 

I pity my kids when Mj told me that they run out of milk. I did not know how to solve this problem since I am here.

 

Teaching job is a tough one. Teachers are always busy-- writing, recording, and reading. I fact, I have no time for tv watching today. But it’s okay. I love what I am doing!

 

 

 

June 17, 2009

As usual, I had to get up at 5:30 am. Then I have to hasten my moves in order to be on time. I could not afford to be late. Grade 4 are so naughty. They should not be left alone unattended.

 

I was not regretting for accepting this teaching job. Although, handling Grade 4 pupils is a tough work, I could not exchange it to the happiness I get every time I am with them. They are nice in spite of their naughtiness. They are listening to me every time I reprimand them.

 

Teaching high school students is nicer than teaching grade schoolers. They are more matured. They are very easy to be hushed. And best thing about them is I could catch their attentions. I always have good time with them during our lecture. And I think they like me, too. They are attentive. They are participative.

 

I began lesson planning right after I finished my period. I just came back to my advisory classroom at 6:30 pm to see if they clean our room.

 

At past 10 pm, I stopped writing. My eyes were already sagging.

 

 

 

June 18, 2009

My fourth day was the same as my second and third day. I also wanted more time to sleep, but I have to take a bath early so that I would not be late.

 

Grade 4 is still pasaway. They always get me mad. As the result of this, I have learned to shout. I also punished them diplomatically, not physically.

 

As usual, I still enjoyed teaching Math in high school. While doing my job, I was also learning. I think, I’m going to love Math for the rest of my life.

 

Third year students are doing well. I was touched when one of them answered me that she has learned many things today and she’s starting to like Math.

 

My advisory class waited for my homeroom period. They already did their tasks in our classroom so we did some math magic. They thought me how to add in different ways. I was glad that they shared something they have learned from teacher Lynne.

 

After the class, Sir Randy and I went to FTI. He bought gasoline there. It was another experience for me since it was my first time to go there.

 

Thirty minutes before nine, I have done the solicitation letter that Justin Versoza III has told me to do. I hoped he will like it, and his team can provide big funds for their basketball uniforms.

 

 

 

June 19, 2009

This is the fifth day of the first week of the school day. I was already adjusted. Only that I could not make Grade 4 nice kids.

 

The best thing I gained today was the tutorial client. A woman talked to me after Sir Randy referred her to me. We talked about her son and his need to be tutored in English, writing and reading, and Math. He is a Grade 1 pupil. At last, I could now have extra income.

 

At six-thirty, I left Taguig City.  I have texted Mj about my arrival when I was in Crossing. I knew she was gladdened by it.

 

Before nine, I was already in my in-laws’ house.

 

 

 

June 20, 2009

At nine, Zildjian and I left to Bautista. It was his first time to come with me. So, Hanna cried when she has learned that she’s not going with me. Good thing, she stopped crying when I bought her wafer sticks.

 

Mama was glad to our surprised visit. She immediately went to market and bought viand. She has her own money.

 

Later, we conversed about my job. I related most of the thigs I experienced in my one-week stay at Good Shepherd. She was very happy for me. She also advised me to always pray to God and thank Him.

 

At four-thirty, we left Bautista. I knew I have gladdened Mama. I was very happy, as well, that she’ very fine. Her newly-operated eye was well, too.

 

When we reached Espinosa’s residence, Roanne—Mj’s classmate and Zj’s godmother arrived. She gave Zildjian stuffed toys, doughnuts, and P200. She shook hands with me, too.

 

Hanna showed me the personalized greeting card. She and Mj made it. I liked it. I was so happy to see the outcome. Thus, I took picture of it and made it as a wallpaper of my phone.

 

 

 

June 21, 2009

Mj got angry that I have been cold to her during her sexual cravings. I was sorry because I needed more time of sleep. But it was gone later on.

 

At past nine, I greeted Tito Rey, Taiwan, and Tito Melo a Happy Father’s Day. Auntie Emole was the first one to greet me. She did it in advance.

 

Some of my friends text me too, such as Sharon, Aprilroz, and Cute, as well as Epr and Shobee.

 

At past one, I left to Taguig City. It was 3 pm when I got to God Shepherd. Later I did laundry. I also ironed my uniforms at past 5. Then I started making lesson plans.

 

Mj and I text conversed. She opened up the fact that Ilek was in the hospital. According to her, she wanted to go to Polot and live there so that we could help them. But I disagree slightly to the idea because of the uncertainty of my employment in public schools. I advised her to wait for the right time.

 

I stopped writing at 10 pm, but I have had a hard time catching sleep due to the arrival of Teacher Lynne and Sir randy.

 

 

 

June 22, 2009

My second week was nicer than my first week at Good Shepherd, but I have sleepless nights. I must have rest somehow.

 

Grade 4 is still pasaway. Thus I learned to shout at them, which made them silent for a while. I also learned to punish them by giving more hard activities.

 

At past 2 pm, I got mad to 2nd year students, my advisory class, because they were so noisy. I told them that they are acting genius and as if they already knew the lesson. But I said it in a low tone. I think, they listen to me.

 

At three am, I started tutorial. I tutored a Grade one pupil named John Mari Morete. He really needs to be tutored. He must be taught from the basics. I wanted to back out, but I could not do it. I was in need of money. I have to accept the fact that tutoring is harder than teaching.

 

I pity Hanna. She was experiencing stomachache again. According to Mj, she really needs to be given laxative. Thank God, it was not amoebiasis!

 

 

 

June 23, 2009

Today is the second day that I am wearing uniform. I am confident of my attire. I liked it! I felt like I am a real teacher.

 

I am now more comfortable in this school, with my pupils and students and with my co-teachers. I just hoped I would not encounter any problem regarding with pakikisama.

 

It is my second day also of my tutorial. John Mari is always disturbed. I think he has attention deficit-hyperactivity disorder. He is so malikot. I am afraid he will never learn from me. But I will try my best to teach him the basics.

 

 

 

June 24, 2009

I got up at 5:30 am to confirm if the classes were cut due to signal #2. Sir Randy confirmed if. Thus, I slept back. It would help me a lot.

 

It was past 8 when I got up. I immediately took breakfast and later Sir Randy invited me to go somewhere else. Then, when we got home, I faced lesson planning.

 

After lunch, I took a nap. I was still on the bed when John Mari arrived. I got up immediately and tutored him.

 

He was doing well in Math, but he’s still the same in reading. He is still malikot and disturbed. Yet I am determine to teach him.

 

 

 

June 25, 2009

I already knew that we have no classes today. SO I did not get up early. It was past 8:30 when I rose up.

 

Having no classes is both boring and favorable to me. I felt bored being free from load and teaching burden. However, it is good for me to have rest.

 

After lunch, I faced lesson planning and at 3 pm, I tutored John Mari.

 

At past 4 pm, I and my co-teachers went to Ma’am Myra’s house because there is a party going on there. It was Teacher Ann’s graduation. But before that I have had a pack of palabok from John Mari’s mommy.

 

There, we waited too long before we were treated food. But it was okay because it’s worth it.

 

After eating, we waited again, I mean, I waited again until Sir Randy decided to go home at 8:30. Thus, I bade goodbye to Teacher Myra, Ate Mila, and the three teachers.

 

When we got back to school, I started to worry about Zildjian’s condition. He has influenza right now according to Mj. I could not text her, but I was hoping it’s not a (hini).

 

 

 

June 26, 2009

No more storm. It means, I have to get up early for school. I was feeling lazy but I have to rise up.

 

I have already decided not to leave Good Shepherd after the class today, but when Mj texted me at 2 pm, I changed my mind. Zildjian needed to be checked up by doctor due to his persistent fever.

 

I felt sad of this tidings. I hope it will not cause hardship.

 

At 5 pm, I told Teacher Lynne that I would go to Antipolo City today and I needed money. So she told it to Ma’am Myra.

 

At past 6:30, I left the school with P1,000. I made a vale. I was supposed to vale P500 only, but Ma’am Myra suggested P1,000. So I accepted it.

 

At nine, I arrived at my in-laws’ house. Zildjian and Hanna met me on the doorway. I was glad that no one was bed-ridden. Zj has a slight or low fever. Hanna’s stomachache vanished. Yet I have to give Mj the P1,000, so that she could buy Combatrin for Hanna and milk and diapers for our two kids.

 

 

 

 

June 27, 2009

Before 9, Nanay and Mj brought Zildjian to a traditional reflexologist (manghihilot). I have no disagreement to this since Zildjian has no colds and cough. His fever might be due merely of pilay. Besides, we could save money because of this.

 

Being here gave me rest. Almost all day I was on the bed. I just did some schoolwork at the morning. But all in all, I had rested my fatigued body, so as my mind.

 

 

 

June 28, 2009

After breakfast, I took pictures of my children’s photographs in their photo albums. I wanted them to have these photos when they grow up. Besides, I love seeing them. Looking at them gives me a kind of happiness.

 

Zildjian is fine now. Hanna’s stomachache has gone, as well. On Tuesday she will be given Combatrin.

 

Before I left Antipolo, I have received a watch from Calove. I was glad that I don’t have to buy anymore.

 

My bought me Vitamin C. She really cares, huh!

 

Before nine, I was already at the school.

 

 

 

June 29, 2009

I had a sleepless night last night. Despite of this, I still prepared myself early. I did not just eat breakfast. I only drank hot milk.

 

In my English 4 period, I told my pupils that starting to date, speaking Tagalog is prohibited. They all agree. They also started speaking in English. But the noise and their being talkative increase. I wanted to regret, but I decided to pursue it so that we could raise funds for our Christmas party.

 

After class, I started washing my clothes. I have to be industrious because it’s for my behalf. I must not get tired.

 

 

 

June 30, 2009

I was inspired to teach today because I have had breakfast. So when I taught Grade 4, it was a nice one. I think, I have been an effective teacher.

 

Before seven, Jen Altarejos texted me. We talked for a while. She has learned about my teaching job.

 

I enjoyed teaching Math today! My students were very supportive during the learning process. I was glad that they could catch up easily our lesson.

 

Past seven, the 5 of us went to the market and bought viand. I had a healthy dinner. Then after dinner, Sir Randy and I strolled around Upper Bicutan.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Sunday, April 26, 2026

Elias Maticas 10

 Elias Maticas 10

 

Alas-otso na nang gabi nakarating sina Elias at ang kaniyang ama sa bahay nina Tio Gadoy at Tia Mameng upang gamutin si Nolito.

 

Sa tarangkahan pa lamang ng bakuran ng pamilya, narinig na ng mag-ama ang sigawan ng mag-asawa.

 

“Nolito!” paulit-ulit na tawagan ng dalawa.

 

“Papay, bilisan natin,” utos niya sa kaniyang ama, saka agad na pumasok sa bakuran.

“Tia Mameng! Tio Gadoy!” malakas na tawag ni Elias habang tumatakbo palapit sa may pintuan.

 

“Elias, dali, si Nolito.” Agad siyang pinagbuksan ni Tio Gadoy ng pintuan. Binati siya nito, gayundin ang kaniyang ama.

 

“Ano pong nangyayari?” tanong niya. Naabutan nilang nakatayo si Nolito, gamit ang mga kamay nito sa paglakad habang nakataas ang mga paa.

 

Galit na napatingin si Nolito kay Elias. Nanlilisik ang mga mata nito. Idagdag pa ang nangingitim nitong ilalim ng mga mata.

 

“Kung sino ka mang nasa katawan ni Nolito, layuan mo siya!” utos ni Nolito.

 

Tila isang mabangis na hayop na sumunggab si Nolito kay Elias.

 

Mabilis na napigilan ni Tia Mameng ang paglapit ni Nolito. Nahawakan ng ina ang mga paa ni Nolito.

 

Mabilis namang nahugot ni Elias ang buntot-pagi, na ibinigay sa kaniya ni Lolo Leo. “Hayaan niyo po siyang lumapit sa akin, Tia Mameng.”

 

“Huwag! Huwag mong sasaktan si Nolito,” mangiyak-ngiyak na pakiusap ni Tia Mameng.

 

“Ano ka ba, Mameng!? Hindi na si Nolito `yan,” sawata ni Tio Gadoy sa asawa. “Hayaan natin si Elias. Alam niya ang gagawin.”

 

Nagpatuloy naman sa pagpitlag si Nolito mula sa pagkakahawak ng ina. Pakiwari ni Elias, nais siya nitong lapain.

 

“Pero masasaktan ang anak natin.”

 

“Layuan mo si Nolito!” Inihampas ni Elias sa sahig na lupa ang buntot-pagi.

 

“Huwag, Elias,” sawata naman ni Papay Oliver.

 

“Oo nga, Elias. Baka may ibang paraan pa,” sabi ni Tia Mameng. Patuloy nitong nilalabanan ang paghuhulagpos ni Nolito.

 

Ibinaba ni Elias ang sukbit na pasiking, saka mabilisang inilabas ang mga laman niyo. “Papay at Tio Gadoy, pakitulungan niyo si Tia Mameng na maihiga si Nolito sa katre,” utos niya sa mga nakatatanda sa kaniya.

 

Agad namang tumalima ang tatlo habang inilalabas at inilalapag ni Elias sa lamesa ang mga kakailanganin niya sa pagtatawas, gaya ng pinggang losa, kandila, posporo, lana, ballpen, at bond paper.

 

Nagpupumiglas at tila mananakmal si Nolito habang binubuhat siya ng tatlo mula sa papag na kawayan. 

 

“Kailan po ipinanganak si Nolito?” tanong niya sa mga magulang nito. Naisulat na niya sa gitna ang buong pangalan ni Nolito.

 

“April 26, 2021,” tugon ng ina.

 

Mabilis na isinulat ni Elias sa ilalim ng pangalan ni Nolito ang birthday nito.

 

“Mamay, Papay,” iyak ni Nolito. Tila nag-iba naman ang hitsura nito. Bumalik sa dati nitong anyo.

 

“Nolito? Anong masakit sa `yo?” nag-aalalang tanong ng ina.

 

Binitiwan na nina Papay Oliver at Tio Gadoy si Oliver.

 

Umiyak lang si Nolito habang parang pinipilit ang sikmura.

 

“Elias, tulungan mo si Nolito. Pakiusap,” mangiyak-ngiyak na si Tia Mameng.

 

“Susubukan ko po, Tia Mameng.” Bakas sa mukha niya ang kaba. Nanginginig ang kaniyang kamay habang kinakaskas ang palito ng posporo. Nabali pa nga ang una, kaya sa ikalawang palito na siya nakapagsindi ng kandila.

 

“Araaay ko!” sigaw ni Nolito habang nahihirapan si Elias na patayuin ang kandila.

 

“Oo, malapit ka nang gumaling,” sabi ni Tia Mameng sa anak.

 

Tutulong na sana si Papay Oliver, pero napatayo na ni Elias ang kandila. Agad naman niyang nilagyan ng lana ang pinggang losa, saka ikinalat iyon.

 

Sinulyapan ni Elias si Nolito. Tahimik ito, saka animo’y hindi na nakararamdam ng sakit. Pagkatapos niyon, hinagilap niya sa pasiking ang librito, saka binuklat-buklat iyon. Nang mahanap ang dasal, binasa niya iyon nang tahimik. Hindi niya pa iyon kabisado, kaya kailangan niyang basahin muna. Nang medyo nakakabisado na niya ang mga bigkas, sinenyasan niyang tumahimik ang mga nakatatanda niyang kasama roon.

 

Si Papay Oliver lang ang tumango, bilang tanda ng pagsang-ayon.

 

“Deus omnipotens, ostende mihi quod turbat hominem quem curaturus sum. Deduc me ut videam omnia quae facit spiritus qui puerum hunc affligit,” usal ni Elias habang binabasa ang dasal sa librito. Inulit niya pa iyon nang dalawang beses bago siya umihip sa bond paper nang pakrus.

 

Pagkatapos niyon, ipinatong niya sa pinggan ang bond paper, kung saan nakasulat ang pangalan at kaarawan ni Nolito. Sinikap niyang mabasa ng lana ang malaking bahagi ng papel.

 

Nang may lana ang halos kabuuan ng bond paper, idinarang na iyon ni Elias sa apoy ng kandila. Mula sa kaliwa, pababa ang pagdarang niya.

 

“Aaaah!” sigaw ni Nolito. Hindi ito namilipit sa sakit, kundi parang binabatak ang mga kamay at paa.

 

“Gadoy!” sigaw ni Tia Mameng.

 

Mabilis namang nahawakan ni Tio Gadoy ang mga paa ng anak. Tumulong din si Papay Oliver.

 

Habang idinadarang ni Elias ang bond paper, napapahiyaw si Elias. Lalo namang humihigpit ang hawak ng tatlo.  

 

“Diyos ko, tulungan mo po si Nolito,” naturan ni Tia Mameng dahil sa pagkaawa sa anak.

 

Nang matapos ni Elias ang pagdadarang, tumigil na rin si Nolito sa pag-iyak.

 

“Tio Gadoy, tingnan niyo po ito,” ani Elias.

 

Agad na lumapit sa kaniya ang ama ni Nolito. Sumunod na rin ang kaniya ama.

 

“Ano’ng nakikita niyo?” usisa ni Tia Mameng, habang sinisipat ng dalawang tatay ang pigurang nabuo sa bond paper.

 

“Parang duwende,” tugon ni Tio Gadoy.

 

“Parang fairy. May pakpak. Payat at matutulis ang mga daliri,” sabi naman ni Papay Oliver.

 

“Ano `yan, Elias?” tanong uli ni Tia Mameng.

 

Iniharap ni Elias ang papel na may nabuong pigura. “Bugsok po, Tia Mameng. Bugsok ang nakikipaglaro kay Nolito.”

 

“Bugsok?” halos magkasabay na tanong ng mag-asawa.

 

“Itim na diwatang nakasalamuha ni Nolito sa Kabubudlan,” paliwanag niya. “Anak ng malign ang bugsok. Masamang espiritu ito. Nilagyan niya ng maliit na sanga ng kahoy ang tiyan ni Nolito, kaya ganoon na lamang ang sakit na nararamdaman niya.”

 

“Diyos ko!” mangiyak-ngiyaka na niyakap ni Tia Mameng si Nolito. “Elias, paano natin maaalis ang bagay na iyon sa katawan ni Nolito?”

 

“Hindi po ako siguradong matatanggal ko, pero susubukan ko,” tugon niya.

 

“Oo, Elias, nakikiusap ako. Tatanawin kong malaking utang na loob kapag nagamot mo ang anak namin,” sabi naman ng ama ni Nolito.

 

“Tio Gadoy, wala po kayong dapat tanawing utang na loob. Kaloob sa akin ng Diyos ang kakayahan at kaalamang ito. Siya po ang pasalamatan ninyo,” aniya.

 

Hindi na kumibo si Tio Gadoy, gayundin si Tia Mameng, habang tila nakatulog naman si Nolito.

 

Binuklat-buklat ulit ni Elias ang librito. Hinahanap niya ang dasal sa gagawin niya. Nang mahanap, binasa niya iyon nang tahimik at dalawang beses, saka lumapit kay Nolito.

 

“Papay, pakiabot po ng lana,” utos niya sa ama.

 

Mabilis na naiabot sa kaniya ng ama ang botelya ng lana.

 

Agad na nilagyan ni Elias ng lana ang tiyan ni Nolito. Hindi ito umingit man lang o nagising. Pagkatapos, binasa na niya ang nakasulat sa librito. “Deus, medicus omnium, doce me rectos gradus ut sanem eum qui ante me est. Transfunde in me manum tuam benedictam atque scientiam, ut eum liberes a morbo, qui a spiritu maligno causatur.”

 

Tahimik namang nakatingin at nakikinig lamang ang tatlo.

 

Muling binasa ni Elias ang dasal sa librito, pero marahan niyang kinakapa-kapa ang tiyan ni Nolito. Pagkatapos mabasa ang dasal, ipinahawak niya sa ama ang librito, saka muli iyong binasa habang parang ibinabaon ang kaniyang daliri sa tiyan ni Nolito.

 

Pigil ang hininga ng mag-asawa habang matamang pinagmamasdan ang paglubog ng mga daliri ni Elias sa tiyan ng anak.

 

Lalo namang lumakas at bumilis ang pagbabasa ni Elias sa dasal – sa ikatlong beses.

 

“Ay, Diyos ko, ano `yan?” bulalas ni Tia Mameng nang marahang hinihila ni Elias ang maliit na sanga ng kahoy.

 

Hindi naman nakapagsalita sina Papay Oliver at Tio Gadoy nang mapansing wala man lang lumabas na dugo pagkatapos mabunot ni Elias ang sangang iyon.

 

“Sanga ng bayabas. Ito ang inilagay ng bugsok para pahirapan si Nolito,” aniya.

 

“Diyos ko! Maraming salamat sa iyo, Elias!” sabi ni Tia Mameng.

 

“Salamat sa Diyos!” tugon niya. “Pakiusap, Tio Gadoy, itigil na ninyo ang pamumutol ng kahoy sa Kabubudlan.”

 

Gusto sanang umalma ni Tio Gadoy, pero si Tia Mameng na ang nagsalita. “Sabi ko nga sa kanya, itigil na ang pag-uuling. Maghanap na lang sya ng ibang trabaho.”

 

“Tama po iyon,” sang-ayon ni Elias.

 

“Salamat, Elias! Salamat sa Diyos!” sabi ni Tio Gadoy. “Hayaan mo, ititigil ko na ang pag-uuling.”

 

Tinapik-tapik ni Papay Oliver ang balikat ni Tio Gadoy. “Tutuloy na kami. Ingatan niyo palagi si Nolito.”

 

“Salamat, Padi!” ani Tio Gadoy.

 

Nagpasalamat si Tia Mameng kay Papay Oliver.

 

Habang tinulungan ng dalawang ama sa pagliligpit si Elias, hinarap niya si Tia Mameng. “Bago magdilim, magpausok po kayo ng kamangyan.”

 

“Sige, Elias. Maraming salamat uli. Ingat kayo sa pag-uwi.”

 

Labis ang ligayang nararamdaman ni Elias dahil sa matagumpay niyang panggagamot. Napangiti pa nga siya nang parang narinig niya ang sigaw ng mga kababaryo niya kanina sa bahay nila.

 

“Elias Maticas, ang batang parabulong!”

 

 

 

 

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