April 1, 2008
At five-thirty, I got up to pee. I came back to bed, but I never fell
asleep again due to Eking and Boboy’s laughing trips. I rose at seven-thirty.
Past eight, I was commanded to do marketing. Then, I cooked our lunch
after a few hours of salting the fish.
Past 12, I started the pagbibilad ng palay. It rains in the
morning, so we only have half a day to sundry a few sacks of palay grains.
Before 3, I was directed by Papay Benson to buy bread. Jasleen wanted to
come and ride on the bike with me. I said no. But she persisted to the point
that she ran after me. I, however, rushed the bike on. And suddenly, the
bicycle slipped away. I fell to the ground. Quickly, I got up and started to
pedal as if no one noticed me and my slip-away. It’s so hurt. My right lower
arm was scratched. I had gained three wounds.
I confronted Jasleen. I hit her skull (Pinitik ko lang.), after I told
her mistake. Her stubbornness might kill herself and someone. I showed her off
my wounds. I could see her fright and shame at what happened.
At four, Kuya Muibien and I re-sacked the palay. We’re done at quarter
to five. I was so tired; thus, I lay down for a few hours. Then, I took in hot
coffee to invigorate my body.
At seven, I was so sad. I was asking why Mj didn’t text me the whole
day. I was anticipating some news about our wedding.
At nine-thirty, while we were watching PBB Celebrity Edition Plus, that
shows the graduation of three housemates, Papay Benson offered me financial aid
if I want to study teaching course. Deep inside I was very glad for that
privilege, but I didn’t commit yet.
Later, I texted Flor. I said, “Pksabi ky Mama n inalok aq n Papay
Benson n 2lungan nia aq financial nids pag magaral dw uli aq ng pgkateacher…
Hndi p aq umoo… Un din kc sbi skn ni Ate Quennie. Pnpurcge nia aq.” I also
texted Divina. I wanted to ask where institution I could take Methods in
Teaching, so as Jefferson, I wanted to seek advice. However, no one replied.
I thanked God for that such wonderful opportunity that knocked my door.
I also asked for a sign, in order for me to decide.
April 2, 2008
After waking up, these were my activities: (1) boiling of guava tops for
Eking’s penis; (2) sweeping the dust in the buladan; (3) re-sacking the
palay to avoid from being wet by rain.
At nine-thirty, Boboy and I went to Bulan market through the bike. There,
we eat haluhalo. He paid for my order because he’s the one who insisted I
go there. After that, I bought flip-flops. I can remember the last time I
bought my brown Havana slippers. It was when I was about to start working in
Eastland. It was a long time ago. I couldn’t always afford to purchase,
especially whenever I am in Antipolo.
When we were home, we tended the palay. Kuya Muibien was there to help
us/ Thus, Kuya Bambi and I was so exhausted. My chest was aching.
At ten-thirty, Auntie Vangie texted me, sending a quote: The worst
regret we can have in life is not for the wrong things we did, but for the
right things we could have done but we never did.” She also said, “`Musta
u dyan Bulan?”
I replied to it immediately. I knew she wanted to talk to me about weddings.
I said I was okay. Her reply was asking if I already have a job and when I will
go back to Antipolo. I told her that I was still jobless. I was planning to go
back to Antipolo on the 2nd week of April. And I was helping Papay
Benson in sun-drying palay, so that I could earn for ‘panlakad ng
papeles.’ Her last reply was exactly like this: “Ah o cge txt n lng u kng
kelan u uuwi kung ano mging plano u pero sna msbi u rin kay K. Benson. Syang kc
mga pagka2taon hbang bata p u hndi p huli and lahat.”
I was so glad and thankful that she’s so eager to help us, thus I say
these words: “Ok po. Cia n lng ata po ang hnd nkkaalam tngkol s ksal namin.
Iba po angf inaalok nia skin kgbi. Mag’aral dw po uli aq. 2lungan nia raw aq.
Pero teacher. Hnd pa po aq nagcommit.”
She did not reply. But it’s okay. I knew she was just busy. At least,
she gave me time and importance. She was keeping her promise.
At twelve-thirty, Jefferson texted me. Since I told him last night that
I would ask him for some advice, I immediately opened my confusion. He did not
directly disagree with the fact that I will study again. He foremostly asked
how would be my family.
I said that even if I will not study or go back to school, I could never
be a big help for them because I’m jobless. I also told him that I was in chaos
and that I didn’t even know what to prioritize. We’re planning to be married
(Mj and I), too. If only Mj will be lucky enough to have a work abroad, I also
added.
He suggested this way: “Kun ako s imo unahon mo an pkasal sunod
pagabroad niya. Tpos ikw n magalaga san bata mo kamo ni Mama mo. Tpos mktrabaho
kn dun kay kasal n kmo. Ipaayos mo balay. Dun na kamo mgstar.” I liked it. I
agreed with him. Then I thanked him.
However, he told me that my final decision would be fine. Next thing
happened; he opened up. He related himself to my situation. He said, “ Ako
pan’o wara n ako gana magskwla. Pag iniisip ko an pmilya an isip ko kn pan’o
mkadanun sa pagbuhay.”
Then I disagreed with him blatantly. I said, “Mkadanun? An prblma
ngani dri man kta nkdanun kay maluya pa an inadalan nato. Kumbga hindi para
stin. Opportnty knocks, but once. Kaya sunggban n n2 an mga offers. Mayad k ky
soltero. Free k hmuon an gs2 mo. Aq dri na. S mga kids an iniisp q. Para man in
isa knira.”
Finally, another revelation was unmasked from his heart. I have learned
that he was being offered by his uncle to be helped in finances if he goes to
school. But he did not take it because he’s not selfish. He’s thinking of his
family. Helping them is his priority. According to him, it was not at the right
time and situation.
“Aram mo, ders no such thing as wrong time. Nsa ato n kun hhmuon ta
an sala. Saka d p huli an lhat. Bta k p. Aq my bata n. He he. Mas aram sn iba n
tawo an myad para sa ftre ta. Wra due date an future kya mski mgeskwla ghpon
kta, dri kta mauuurhe. Think abt it.” That’s my last words before he said
goodbye.
Past 1:30 pm, we re-sacked the palay we sundried at 10 am. I was so
tired and sad. I never had a long time of rest when Papay Benson directed us
again to do laborious and tough re-sacking tasks. He’s so hot-tempered, like I
was. I just controlled my emotions.
At four, I went upstairs to take a nap. Bad thing, Boboy and Eking
distracted me. I couldn’t sleep at their noises, laughter, teases, and
irritating acts. Till Eking annoyed us. He threw soft drinks crowns over us. We
retaliated and stopped. But when he did it again, we got revenge more than he
did to the point that he overreacted. He was crying very furiously when he went
upstairs and hit us with slippers, then with a monobloc chair. I was so upset
about his act. I never imagine why he’s the one who cried and acted that way.
Boboy and I stayed upstairs. We pursue our conversation. He went down
after half an hour. I went down fifteen minutes after he went down.
I was determined to stay away from him. Thus, I went to Bulan. Minutes
later the two were there, too. Thus, I went home.
At six-thirty, Auntie Vangie replied in my last text. She said, “Pinagicipan
q cnbi u knina kng dpat p b u mgaral uli, masa2bi ko lng ok din. May pension kc
yan pag nagretired. May benefits pa, kya lang pano can Mj?”
I replied, “Hndi q p rn po pngdcisyunan. Bsta po knconsider q ang mga
advice ng mga batchmates q n teacher na, at n Ate Quennie. Pwdng-pwd rw po aq…
Pg palarin po n mkpagabroad c mj, bka po ma2loy… So far, iniicp q po muna ang
ksal kc un ang dpat… Bka nga po pgkatpos ng ksal, mbless pa kmi lalo.”
She did not reply immediately.
Boboy and I biked through Centro. We first ate goto near RGCC, my
Alma Mater. Then, we went to Pier 2 and Pier 1. I did not know what time we
were home. All I knew was that it was past 8 when Auntie Vangie’s reply was
sent to me. We’re dining at that time.
Auntie’s reply was “Oo nga mging kmi ni Kuya Benson, definitely yes.
Bgay tlg saung personality ang mging teacher. Corrst u dpat nga mksal muna kau…
Hope God provides ur sincere wishes… Gud nyt.”
I quickly answered, “Ngaun p lang po ngppasalamat na aq a nu. Gudnyt
po.”
I slept at 10 pm. Yet in the middle of my tight, sound sleep, I was
awakened by Kuya Bambi. It was 12 mn. The rain was great then we re-sacked the
palay so that it could be saved from getting wet or wiped away by rain. However
due to absence of electricity, we stopped doing it after two sacks. Besides the
rain got slowly.
Before I sleep back, I prayed to God. I thanked Him for the
opportunities. I also asked for physical strength.
April 3, 2008
I got up at 7:30. Minutes later, I was grilling the lawlaw fish
for breakfast.
After breakfast, I helped Papay Benson in his endeavor.
Past nine, Boboy and I looked for Rommel Gonzalez to ask his signature.
Ate Ningning commanded us to do so. It’s a permit to avail electric
installations since she’s just renting the lot.
Rommel commended the letter I wrote. It made me proud.
Then we biked through Centro. We went to Lagamayo Telecom and asked the
price of N330 battery. It was out of stock. So, we went back home with nothing.
Then, I rinsed my clothes which I soaked beforehand.
Before lunch, I was so irritated by what Papay Benson was doing. He’s
occupying me, too. Make-shifting or roofing was what he was doing just to cover
his palay.
After I washed the dishes, I went upstairs to sleep since we were not
going to sundry palay due to rainy weather. However, Boboy, Eking, and Jasleen
went upstairs, too. Without any words uttered, I went downstairs. I instead
asked Aileen if I could sleep over in their vacant room. She of course
permitted me.
I have fallen asleep for more or less two hours. Without being noticed
by the kids. Then, I took over Aileen’s cooking of macaroni soup.
Past 4, I was commanded to buy half kilo of pork in the market.
At five, while I was cooking, Mj texted me. She said, “Elow!Msta? Ok
lng b sau kung uwi kmi jan? Sma kmi kna Nnay kc bibili ssakyan Tyo Roming.”
I have no load; thus, I couldn’t reply.
At five-thirty, when I bought load. I texted her immediately, asking, “Mj,
kelan dw iuuwi ang sskyan?” She did not reply.
At eight-thirty, Mj’s reply arrived. She asked me again. I said I was
planning to leave on April 9 because Auntie Vangie was prompting me already. I
told her that my relatives here wanted to see my cute kids. I would be proud to
introduce them to my children.
Since I have explained clearly to Mj that the money, I might receive
from Papay Benson when I leave is intended for our ‘panlakad ng papeles,’
she confirmed that she’d rather stay there than to go with her parents in going
to Bulan.
We exchanged ‘Missed you’ as we ended our conversation.
April 4, 2008
Minutes after waking up at past 7, breakfast was ready. On the table, I
was vis-a-vis Papay Benson. He talked to me about his offer to me. He asked how
many years I could spend studying Education method course. I said, it depends
on the school. It may be 1 or 2. In RGCC, I added, it will only take a year. He
said, “Kahit dalawa pa, mabilis lang naman ang panahon.”
Then, a hard task was directed at me. It was the de-sacking of palay. I
think I have de-sacked more than 20 sacks. Boboy helped me. Yet, it made my
chest ache.
I took a rest for a while. Then I went to Bulasu hoping I could talk to
Ate Quennie about Papay Benson’s offer. She’s not there. Thus, I went home.
I regretted that I went back home early because I got irked by Papay
Benson’s indifference. I couldn’t dig him and his likes. Because of that, I was
double minding to accept his offer, though I was starting to consider it.
After lunch, I took a catnap. I have fallen asleep. However, it was
distracted by the text messages from Cute and Efear. I replied to them.
Cute and I talked about work which later fell to wedding plan.
Happy has asked some questions about job interviews. She also queried
about how to write an autobiography. We talked about how hard job searching in
Manila is.
Efear and I conversed comically and seriously. The serious part talks
about my problem of how to ‘magpaalam kay Papay Benson.” He advised me.
He has also given me words on my chest ache. He showed concern that my TB might
come back.
At quarter to four, Mj texted me. Here’s our conversation:
Mj: Ei! Msta? Ano gwa u?
Me: Nkhga. Maulan d2. Khapon p. Msta jn?
Mj: K nmn. 2log hnna. C Zj ngllaro. Sobrang kulit n ng kids lalo n Zj.
Alaska n nga rn Zl e. wla e, wla pra.
Me: Wawa naman. Hnd kau bngyan n Mama? Msta ang party dun?
Mj: Wla rin pera mama u. pmsahe lng bnigay. D nmn pmunta Auntie u. K
lang, mrami din foods. Ayw p nga kmi sna pauwiin Mama u, hntay k dw nmin. E,
wla n milk.
Me: Ah… tpos ssma p kau paguwi d2 e d ms lalo wala. My job na rw c Flor bkas
ah. Utangan u agad. Hehe
Mj: (She explained clearly that Flor has no job tomorrow but she’s going to
study computer.)
Me: Kala q naman work! Nga pala, inaalok ni Papay Benson na mag-aral ng
Education. Sagot dw nia. Hnd q alam ang issagot. Wat do u thnk?
Mj: Kaw, ilang yrs p un? Mganda sna, kya lang pno ang kds? Ung help n un
pra sau lng, s studies u lng d b?
Me: Oo skn lng ang help. Sakripisyo nga raw. Snbi q n kay Auntie Vngie.
Agree nman cia. Bgay nga raw skn at minamdali n nga aq s ksal. Malay u, alukin
k uli ng work. Kaw lang, e, ayaw u magwork. I heard mgkkaroon n cla ng
printing.
Mj: Dcsion u yan. Lam q mtgal u n rn gs2 un. Mg-aral k. Sb inga ni Jano
trbho dw ang kelangan u dhl lumlaki n ang mga bata. Graduate k n dw. Bkt
kelangn u mg-aral. Pro bhla k n. Kau n lang ng Mam u ang mg-usap. Kung ano
dcsion nu, yun n rin cguro aq.
Me: Hindi c jano ang pkkinggan q. unang-una, wla nman cia maiabot n pera,
pang-apply q. Mgbgay man, hnggan pmshe lang. Ms pkkinggan q ang sarili q at ang
tlagang mkk2long skn. Sna ikaw rn. Hnd lang nman pra skn to… Pwd nman u
mk2long… Gsto ko r2 kc my pgkain…
Mj: (She said that she just worried about our kids’ welfare.)
Me: Kya nga mg-icp k rn ng mai22long u… Hnd q n kya mkhanap ng temporary
na job jan. Una, mhina ang ktwan q. Pngalawa, my edad na aq. Cno p b ang
mghihire skn? Smantalang kung aalukin k n Auntie ng job, pwd u nman tnggapin.
Mhrap kung pti aq wlang knkbalahan. Mgiging mbba ang uri ng pagkatao q. Kya nga
hnhayaan q n mgdcisyn cla pra skn. Smusunod aq para ms lalo cla gnahang
2mulong.
She also asked about the years I could spend in taking up Education
units. I replied, but she quit answering back.
Minutes later after our conversation, Frenel’s text messages all the way
from Dubai arrived. She said “Gud pm. Aus lng me d2. Bgo plang me d2 s wrk
k. Pwd mgaply aswa u dun s agncy k s Mla. CDK Intl Mnpwr Agency k s Ermita. Try
nya f hiring p. 1o thou lng ngsts me d2.”
Then I started confiding with her about Mj-and-I nuptial, the crisis we
are going through, and the needs I must provide. I also reminded her about what
I’ve texted to her last days. It was about the lot I was selling to her. But
that time, I told her the truth. I said it’s our lot and we need money for my
wife’s plan of working abroad and for our kids’ milk and for our house’s roofs.
She replied, saying “Cnsiya na, Froi, wla me blak bumli ng lot, eh.
Lm u nmn my haws n kme dyn. Tska mrme rin sinangla na hws s erpat ko.
Pnprentahan nya. Mka2raos dn kau nyn. Me nga sbrang tpid d2.”
I said, “Sorry.” I remember that she told me that they were already
separated. It’s funny that her reply came when I sent my message to her. She
told me that they’re okay. They’re working hard for their wedding here in the
Philippines. I’ve learned that they’re going to have a child after they
establish their lives. I then spoke my gladness and admiration for her
well-managed life and good principle. I also thanked her for taking time
conversing with me. I then hoped for her frequent texting with me and with Amy.
I stayed upstairs-- lying down till past seven. They’re thinking that I
was sick.
After dinner, Ate Ningning stopped me from doing kitchen work. I was so
lucky tonight. I have fooled them.
I watched tv till ten.
April 5, 2008
While drinking hot milk at past 6, I was sweeping at the buladan.
The sun showed off. Thus, we’re going to sundry palay today.
All were set; however, the rain fell at eight. Good thing, we haven’t
de-sacked the palay. Bad thing, we’re pushed to do lifting twice just to
protect the sacks of palay from the rain.
I was so tired thinking of my tough job here. I couldn’t bear it
anymore. Thus, I was planning to go back to Antipolo. However, I didn’t know
how to tell Papay Benson. He will surely not permit me.
Before lunch, I decided to wait for Kuya Jape’s arrival. I could
hitch-hike to his truck when he comes back to Manila.
The rain stopped after a few minutes. Thus at 12 noon, we restarted sun-drying
palay. I was determined to help Papay Benson so that he would permit me to go
back to Antipolo City when the truck arrives. Besides, I need money.
Though my chest was aching, I did my best still. My sinew wasn’t that
good, but I tried to do my responsibility.
At five, we’re done re-sacking the sundried palay. Lifting was the
hardest part indeed!
At seven, after dinner, Ate Quennie texted me, “Ano ulam nu?” I
had no load; thus, I went to their house. Chatty and I went to Bulasu with few daing.
There, I opened up to Ate Quennie about Papay Benson’s offer. She said,
“Sige na habang nakaisip.” She agreed to his father. According to her, I
must take his offer. Later, I asked her how to walk for the wedding papers.
I went back home at 7:30 pm. Now I have shared my confusion with a
person who has the capacity to help me pray. I just hope, she’s glad to hear
about his father’s proposal to me.
April 6, 2008
I woke up at 5:30 yet I got up at 7 am. Minutes later, we started doing
some palay work.
The rain poured at 8. Thus, I wrote the last chapter of ‘Pahilis.’ I
haven’t finished it because we must start sun-drying palay.
At nine, Mj greeted me ‘Happy Monthsary!” I couldn’t reply due to loadlessness.
Kuya Muibien arrived at past nine. His arrival would lessen my
load/task.
I bought load at 10 and texted Mj, ‘Elow!’ but she didn’t reply. I
didn’t greet her because she might not be able to read my message.
April 7, 2008
While drinking hot milk, I was sweeping at the buladan.
Afterwards, I started tough, sweat-provoking work. KUya Muibien arrived right
after I had filled the buladan with palay.
At past seven-thirty, Mj and I were exchanging text messages. She asked
me if I could go home on April 9. I said I would rather hitch to Kuya Jape’s
truck than to commute, so that I could save money. We need financial for our
papers. We then end up teasing each other when she answered to my query, “Uwi
o kasal?” was ”Uwi.”
She added “Mis q n nga boy friends q dun.”
Then I replied, “E, di sa knila ka humingi ng pmsahe.”
I have also promised that I will call tonight when I have learned that
Hanna’s looking for me.
Papay Benson directed me to go to the market and buy fish for our lunch.
He handed me down P320 and said, “Bumakal ka man bitamina mo.” I was so
glad.
I bought Vitamin B Complex (10 pieces) and Solmux for my cough and
phlegm.
While sun-drying palay, I greeted Divina an advance happy
birthday. She thanked me. She also asked me if I can go to Polot tomorrow. I
said I will try. But, in my third SMS, I asked her if I’m invited, that I’ll go
to Polot tomorrow because I’m going to leave for Antipolo City this week. She
has no response.
We’re done sun-drying, re-sacking, and lifting sacks of palay at
6:30. My chest was aching. I knew I was so exhausted. I have lifted so many
heavy sacks of palay.
Diyang texted me at 6:30. She asked my condition here. I told her that
I’m okay and about to go back to Antipolo this week to walk for our wedding
papers. Later, she asked about prayer and our wedding-to-be. I tried my best to
answer her questions. She thanked me and Ate Quennie for feeling good last
Sunday.
Diyang and I pursue texting until late 12 midnight. Before I went to
sleep, I told her about my schooling.
I prayed to God. I asked for Yoyi’s total healing from her cyst in
breast, as requested by Diyang. I also thanked Him for Diyang’s changes in
lifestyle. I asked for pardon at the end of our conversation.
April 8, 2008
I got up at 6 and started sweeping the buladan. I only drank
coffee. Later I began producing sweat.
At seven-thirty, I confirmed my arrival at Divina’s party. I said that
I’ll be there at six pm. She texted me again at 10:45. She said, ‘Oi sna
mkpunta k d2 mmya ha. Alumni tau nina Anying, he he. Wla nman akong nvite na
ibang frndz.” I confirmed my arrival again.
At ten: thirty-five, Padi Glenn texted me, asking if I wanted to apply to
Intertrade. I asked him if he had already. He said that he hasn’t yet. And has
no plan because he’s going to file for licensure exam for teachers. Thus, I
said so. I told him that I was about to leave on Saturday because of wedding
plans. Then, I opened up too my plan of schooling this June. I think he got
excited about my decision. We exchange determined words. I knew he loves
teaching, too.
At four, we started re-sacking, the hardest part of sun-drying palay.
At five-thirty when it was finished. I just breathed in a few minutes
and then I put on my clothes.
At a quarter to six, I was riding a tricycle going to Polot. It so
happened that it was Bolodoy who’s driving that vehicle. He asked me a few
questions.
Past six, I was in Anying’s house. Daba wanted us to invite Dindo,
Francis, teddy, and Lanielyn. However, Anying and I agreed upon something. I
then went to Pake’s house, and she went to Dindo’s.
Francis was at their house, but he could not be able to go with me at
that very moment. He confirmed that he’s going to be there after he takes a
bath. So, I went to Daba’s house all alone.
I was so ashamed. Arriving alone is indeed shameful. Good thing, Divina
knew how to present me with her family, friends, and relatives.
Almost one hour, I have been waiting for their arrival. It was 7:30 when
Dindo and Mariel arrived. We also waited for Francis.
Without further ado, Divina served us with her delectable handa.
Her party was not that grandeur, yet she had prepared lots of food.
While eating, the three were talking about something. I couldn’t relate.
I was timid and unfueled. I have been a listener to them.
Right after eating, Red Horse beer was uncrowned. The conversation
started to get livelier. I could also relate to myself. I was no longer a
listener.
The spirit of that horse made me garrulous to the point that I made a
statement that shook Divina’s mind. I told her that I already knew who the two people
are she related to me on our text conversation last March 4, 2008. They were
Eugene and Teddy. The former is not we tackled much. It’s Teddy who was our
topic on that night. Thus, I announced ‘Killa ko nak un sin-o an insasabi mo
namay gf pero nag-iintris sa imo.”
She asked how I knew. Thus, I was forced to relate that it’s Mark Conde
who told me about it.
I never thought that she would react like that. According to her, she
never talked to Mark and she would bever ever say the words or statement, “Siya
an gusto ko asawahon.” I feel guilty about what I said. I apologized. Of
course, Daba would be hurt. She’s a female and a woman does not show motives to
men.
The conversation became vehement because of that. I explained that it
might be me who heard the wrong statement because at that time I was thinking
of our text conversation. All I heard was my exclamation, “Aha! Siya pala
ang tinutukoy ni Divina.” I also explained that I was there to confirm it
to her personally.
Our topic did not focus only on that matter. We also tackled my plan of
schooling, my love for my children, my reason why I have got a wife at the
wrong time, Anying’s love life, teddy-Divina love affair, and alumni issues.
Dindo kept his mouth shut. He declined to tell the truth about his
child, which he abandoned.
I also made them envious of having kids by telling them how happy I was
every time I talked to my children.
At past nine-thirty, I texted Efear. I told him my whereabout. He’s
kidding me.
At twelve midnight, they brought me home to Zone 7. Anying was only one
who did not come with them.
I thanked them so much before I entered the premises. I knew they were
glad to do it for me.
I disturbed Papay Benson’s sleep when I called out Ate Ningning. She
opened the door. Papay Benson asked “Naglakaw ka?” He’s not angry. I
said, “Hinatod ako nira.” Then I went upstairs. My head was aching.
April 9, 2008
At five-thirty, I was already awake. I got up after thirty minutes. I
have read Daba’s text messages. She thanked me for coming to her party. I also
thanked her. I said I enjoyed their company. I also extended my thanks for
Dindo.
At seven, I have already tended the palay.
Before eight, I went to Ate Quennie’s house. We conversed about Diyang.
She immediately grabbed the Bible and started searching for the verses that
depicted Satan’s deception, as I wanted to share with Diyang.
Our conversation was distracted by Tiya Nora’s arrival. I went back home
at 9:30.
I was so sleepy while sun-drying palay. I wanted to sleep but I
couldn’t. I tried to busy myself by reading, but it worsened my drowsiness. I
also watched Tong-its players, but I did not help, too. I went to
Aileen’s house and laid down, yet noises of Skye and Jasleen kept me awake.
At three-thirty, while texting with my emo friend, the thunder crashed
our attentions. We immediately re-sacked the palay.
It was the hardest re-sacking I have ever experienced. My chest ached
terribly. I almost gasped for breath. My heartbeat pumped rapidly. I have
experienced near asthma.
I took a rest upstairs. I also drank hot milk, which somehow lessened my
ill-feeling.
While resting, I texted Rean Genegaling, who’s working in Taiwan. She
replied telling me she was okay. She also regarded me. She only made two
responses. I understood her. She needed rest.
Mj texted me at 8 pm. She said, “Ei, musta?” Pag-uwi u Jollibee u
kds. Inggit c Hnna ky Tetel e.”
I pity Hanna. I knew she’s always craving for Jollibee food. I, however,
did not say anything about eating in that food chain. In lieu, I announced to
her that my trip was postponed. She confirmed however when I was going to
Antipolo. I said that it might be on Friday or Saturday. Her last words were “Kung
hindi ka uuwi, kami ang pupunta dyan.”
I gave this a thought. I wanted them to be here, but I surmise it would
be tough for me to entertain them during their sojourn here. Thus, I consulted
the Lord. I asked for a sign and right mind in decision-making.
I slept early at 9:30 pm.
April 10, 2008
I swept in the two buladan right after I got up and drank milk.
When I did, Papay Benson announced that we will not sundry palay in a
public street, which I have swept in earlier.
It gladdened me instead. I could rest and do laundry today.
After breakfast, I rinsed my clothes, that I soaked yesterday.
While taking a bath, I was telling Aileen about my trip to Manila
tomorrow. Later she told Papay Benson, who has been defiant to the fact that I
will just go back to Antipolo for wedding’s sake. He said, “Parapakasal pa.”
I did not know why he acted like he’s not married to Mama Leling. He
hurt me somehow.
While cooking, I was gloomy, thinking of Papay Benson’s disagreement. I,
though, have the final say whether I will go home or not, Nut I have not enough
money to do so. I only have P400+ in my wallet, which is not good for transportation
expenses. I need his agreement so that he will bless me financially.
I texted Auntie Vangie at 11:30. I said, “Gud day! Disagree po c Ppay
Benson ng malaman nia na uuwi aq bukas para mghnda ng pgpkasal namin ni Mj.
Nggulumihanan po aq s sitwsyn. Gsto n Mj n umwi d2. Gsto n P. Benson n mag-aral
aq at humwalay muna ky Mj. Gsto q po ang lhat ng mga iyon, pro d q po alam ang
ggwin.”
I went to Bulasu so that I could have Ate Quennie’s advice.
Unfortunately, she was not there.
Papay Benson talked to me while we were dining. He said, “Sumabay ka
na lang kay Ape kay badi makadara ka bugas.” He explained a little. I just
nodded. I was then determined to let Mj go here, though I knew I would face
financial problems when the time of ‘going back’ comes.
At twelve-thirty, the reply of Auntie Vangie came. She said, “Nku
mhirap tlg mgdcide nyan. Mgnda kc offer n K. Benson, pra skin. Cge n pgbigyan u
sya. Mgaral u dyan pro wag u hiwalayan c mj. Ksalanan yan kay Ama! Khit c Mama
u hnd pa2yag. Pro mas mainam nga n wag muna kau magsma pra hnd n msundan 2
bata. D2 n lng muna cla kung kaya u sacrifice.”
I told her that I could sacrifice, but I did not know if I could endure
the truth that I could not provide for my children’s needs. However, I was
forced to decide right away due to her inspiring words. And I think she’s been
understanding and so supportive to me.
At two-thirty, we were like yesterday. We were alarmed by dark clouds.
It was so hot. I hate doing it under terrible heat. But I have no choice.
At five-thirty, I beach-combed. I never found any curio-to-be. Yet, I
enjoyed what I did.
I also texted Mj about the postponement of my coming back. She replied
at past seven. Then I confirmed that I would not really go back to Antipolo
even when Kuya Jape arrived. Then I told and permitted her to come with her
Tiyo Roming or with her parents in going here to Bulan. I just did not know why
she did not reply. I surmised; she misunderstood my text.
April 11, 2008
Though I was sleepless due to the mosquitoes’ entrance and distraction
to my deep sleep, I still got up early. I then swept in the buladan.
Afterwards, I went back to bed and terminated all the insects inside the
mosquito net, that sucked my blood.
Sun-drying palay has not been hard for me today. In fact, I just
helped a little. I also had time for slumbering in Alieen’s house.
At two-thirty, we started re-sacking the palay. Before we had
finished it, Papay Benson handed me down a P500-bill, saying “Bakal sin
bitamina mo.” I was so glad. It was a blessing. I could treat my mag-iina
in Jollibee when they arrived.
Maybe he has learned from Aileen that I’m not going back to Antipolo and
I’m determined to go to school again. He was glad to know about my decision, so
he gave me money as a reward.
At five-thirty, I went out biking.
At quarter to six, Efear texted me, asking if I was already on a trip to
manila. Later, I was text-conversing with his half-sister. We talked about her
brother. Is topped biking in shed just to have on time replies for them.
I was home at 7:30.
After diner, Boboy came with me in biking. We were home at 8:45.
Watching tv, I was until 10 pm.
I thanked God for the blessings.
April 12, 2008
As usual, sweeping in the buladan was my primary activity after
rising.
Kuya Muibien did not arrive. So, I was the one who did everything,
except for a few helps of Papay Benson. Plus, the rain poured down right after
I scattered the palay. I was gasping for breath when we were done covering the
palay grains.
We tend those again after 15 minutes. Still, Kuya Muibien was absent.
At one thirty, I was directed to buy star apples in the market. On the
way home, the rain was about to drop. I arrived and saw them like crazy people.
Yet, I helped them. I was very angry, but my anger was not for the Creator, but
for the detractor.
At past three, I took a catnap upstairs. It was four when I came down to
keep the grains.
At five-thirty, after 30 minutes of resting, Boboy and I swam in the
beach. We did it for almost an hour.
After I put my clothes on, I was commanded to buy fish for our dinner.
Boboy came with me.
Mj, after I texted her, did not reply. I was starting to worry. It’s
puzzling me. However, at 8;30, she answered back. I asked if they would be here
still. She said that they might travel on Wednesday. She then asked me if I
would give her the fare. I confirmed it, saying I have P900 in my wallet.
I was so happy for her text especially when she said “Excited n nga c
Hnna e. Lgi nya q tntnong, Uuwi tayo Mama? C Zj ns mkulit n. Bk mga Wed ang uwi
nmin jan. 4sure nmn d cla mgttgal d2 e.”
I missed them so much.
Before I slept, Divina texted me. She wanted to explain on what we have
talked about on her birthday. I apologized again to her. I also partly
explained however her replies were stuck on a text traffic.
April 13, 2008
It was past 1:30 when I read her text messages. She said, “Oi, k lng
po, wka k nmang kslanan. Tska ngkwen2 k lng nman, kya lng npaicp lng tlga aq kc
parang npahiya kc aq eh, kc lumlbas n prang aq ung nghhbol.”
“Gus2 q sn mkausap c mark, kc parang tingin nina Dindo an Anying n
parang aq ung nghhbol ky Teddy, wla sa
vocabulary q ung ipaggiitan ung sarili q.”
“Pcencia din po ah kc ncc p kta, big deal po kc s akin dhil d same
circle of frndz kmi, taz ung lumabas n issue n pra ako ung nghhbol ky Teddy.
Mhrap db kc d nman 220 un.”
Thus, at seven, I texted her, explaining myself. I told her that it
doesn’t matter if Mark said it. What’s important is we believe in her. I also
apologized for not having a strong determination to speak out what mark has
really said because I did not want it to end up in a petty quarrel which rooted
from a petty and naive issue. I hoped she would accept the fact that Teddy
indeed said it.
Amy texted me at 7:40/ She announced her arrival in Bulan. I teased her,
asking for pasalubong.
I rained early in the morning, so it’s our day-off today. I was so glad
that I could have a rest.
Later, Myles texted me. She asked me if she could borrow P250 for a
purpose. I was forced to say yes, but I could give it in tomorrow.
At eight-thirty, Daba replied. She said that Dindo, Anying, and she
conversed last night until 3 am about the issue. She, according to her, cried
in front of the two due to severe teasing.
Later, Anying texted me. She said, “Gud am, Poroy. Yd2 na insabi u
kan Divina, toto tlga yd2 kay hsta kgbe diyo n kmi mghiriran. Naghiribi ngani
siya kay may malain man kmi daw naistorya lniya.”
I confirmed by asking, “Totoo na siya an ngsabi?”
She did not reply.
I stayed upstairs just lying down. I tried to sleep but I failed due to
Eking-and-Boboy’s presence.
After lunch, Marjs and I were conversing through texting, after she
regarded me, “Kumusta?” I have learned from her about her plan of going
home in May. I then asked her about her husband. She, however, did not give any
comment as if she was keeping a filthy secret.
At past one, I was directed to order pansit at the Dopol’s Restaurant,
as Papay Benson’s treat for the Oli girls/cousins who are meeting for their
forthcoming reunion to be held on April 21, 2008.
I watched tv before I stayed upstairs from 3 pm to 6;30 pm.
At past 4, Daba sent this to me: “Oi, gud pm po! Cencia n ha f
naapek2han k dun s issue, wag u po mguilty kc thankful nga aq kc ngtanong k s
akin, ibig sbhin po frnd tlga kta kc d u bsta nnwla s mga ndinig u.”
I just hoped she’s okay now.
Ate Ningning thought I was sick. The truth was I just wanted to rest or
sleep.
While watching tv, Ate Quennie came in. Later, she asked me if I already
inquired about methods. I said I have not yet, but I did before in KRAMS. I
explained to her that seeing at the prospectus, it might consume 2 and a half
years to cover the methods education course. She then suggested to pursue
applying in lending, which was not my choice anymore. I felt sad. It confused
me again.
Even Mama Leling thought that I’m going back to Antipolo for a long stay
there. I just did not give any comment. But it stirred my mind.
Mj texted me at primetime. She said that Tiyo Roming was already there.
She also related their visit to Tita Lo’s house and the stuff they received
from Ka Sonny, who had just arrived from the States.
April 14, 2008
I woke up at past 6 am. I did not know what to do or what productive
things I must do today—cloudy day. Good thing, I was directed to do marketing
by Papay Benson. At least, I would have something to be busy with.
I made myself busy by cooking. Then after taking siesta, I took a bath
so that I could have a tight afternoon sleep.
I stayed upstairs until past three. I did not know if I had a catnap.
Mj texted me at 8:45 pm. She said, “Ei, Thursday ata kami uwi jan.
Wla nga aq pera e. Wla p pera Tita Lo. Wla pngmilk. Tnext q Flor, d reply.”
I felt sad about it, though she did not ask for money. I knew she was in
crisis, in need. I knew they’re very affected by a nationwide crisis. It hurts
to know that my children were starving for milk.
Marjs and I conversed. She’s looking for a job in Manila. I suggested
she teach even in a private school. She thanked me when we stopped texting, for
uplifting her.
April 15, 2008
I got up at past 6. Later I started sweeping in the buladan. Then
I repotted some of my bonsai trees.
I was determined to sundry palay alone, but Kuya Muibien arrived,
instead I helped him.
Before ten o’ clock in the morning, I did marketing of viand. Before I
cooked, I helped him scatter the palay.
After lunch, I took a nap at Aileen’s house. I think I have fallen
asleep despite the television volume.
Before we re-sacked the sundried palay, Marjs and I were texting. Happy
texted me, too. We talked about her activities. I admired her for persevering
and determining in finding a job. She thanked me after.
My conversation with Marjs ended up reiterating our past love affair.
She apologized for hurting me. I also have learned that she’s making sacrifices
as well. She’s separated from her husband so that the latter would make a way
for their better lives. She’s doing like what I was doing.
Mj texted me “Ei,” but she did not reply when I asked her.
April 16, 2008
Right after I got up at past 6, I swept in the buladan. I was
doing it while drinking hot coffee.
At past eight, we had already scattered the palay. It was also when
Myles sent me a quote. I knew she just reminded me of the P250, she’s borrowing
from me. I did not reply. I decided not to lend her it because I did not trust
her. My impression of her is not good. It started when she asked me for a load.
I’m forgetting her past affair with Sir Pelingon, but it also contributed to
her bad reputation. I did not care if she would think badly about me.
At past two, I told her, “Oi, kaw na lang pmunta d2 sa Zone 7.
Sobrang busy kc aq.”
She said, “Next week nmn e.”’
Saved by the bell…
I almost did all the sun-drying. Kuya Muibien was here, but he was
occupied in sand collecting. But it was okay.
At past 5, while I was reading Liwayway Magazine, Mj texted me. She
announced that their trip tomorrow is already fixed. Then, we talked about
several things over it. I have learned that she was not yet given by Tita Lo.
Efear texted me, too. He asked me about my family’s vacation here. I
told him my excitement. Later I discovered that he and his sister were sharing
text messages. They read each other’s text. Yet, I did not fear telling some
account of my life. It was just Efear who stopped me from revealing my life
stories and his secrets. Thus, I postponed taletelling.
Efear’s sister texted me with an ‘I hate u. I hate u.”
I did not know why she reacted that way.
At past ten, when I was about to sleep, I was praying, too, Marjs texted
me “Hello.” I replied. Later, we reiterated our love pasts.
April 17, 2008
I got up at past seven. Then, I had breakfast. While doing so, I was
told by Papay Benson to sun-dry the four sacks of palay. So, I swept in
the buladan.
While waiting for the sun to show up, I helped in general cleaning,
which was initiated by Ate Ningning.
Two minutes after I had scattered the palay, the rain fell, so we
quickly re-sacked them. Geh! My chest was pounding, However, we re-scattered
them when the sun shone again.
Jeff’s half-sister apologized for what she said last night. Then, his
brother and I exchanged text messages. We were doing it after re-sacking of
palay. I confided with him my past sexual stories. He was so shocked to know
them.
At six, Papay Benson gave me P100 as balato for winning in jueteng.
I thanked him. I bought load later.
Before dinner, I texted Michael. I asked him if Mj and their parents
were on the trip to Bulan already. He said they do. It excites me.
Me-Ann texted me, too. She announced the whereabout of Mj, my kids, and
my in-laws. She said they were in Laguna.
At past ten, when I was already upstairs, Tia Mila and others arrived.
Mama Leling won P4000 in jueteng. I went downstairs and received P100
from her.
I pursued texting with Romeo Frilles. We talked about his lover. I
advised him not to give so much, especially his money.
At past 12, I was still wide-awake. I did not know why. Maybe it was
because of excitement.
April 18, 2008
At five-thirty, I got up. Minutes later, after drinking hot milk, I lfet
to Polot.
Ate Nieva rode in the tricycle where I was riding. She asked me
something and told me more things.
Before six, I was already in Tiyo Roming’s house. Ginalyn was there. She
talked to me. Later, I went to Lolo Aton’s house. I met Auntie Ludy there. They
told me to have breakfast. So, I did. Later, we were conversing about my mag-iina’s
visit, our wedding plan, schooling, and many more. I spent hour there.
Then, terrible waiting began. While waiting, I conversed with Lusi, Mj’s
cousin; Tammy, Flor’s brother, and Tiya Linday, Efear’s aunt. But most of my
four hours anticipation, I have been idle and bored.
At exactly ten, they arrived. I was so glad to see my kids. I embraced
Hanna and Zildjian tightly. I kissed them many times.
Before 11:30. We were in Liman. We were there to see Nicole, who was so
glad to see Hanna, Zj, and her lola and lolo. We did not stay
there for long.
At one pm, I introduced my mag-iina to Lola Banday and Lolo Aton.
Lola Banday was so delighted to my kids because they’re not untamed like most
of the kids.
On the way to the barangay library, we saw Bigit. I then introduced him
to my kids. I knew he envied me. His reaction was a mere slight vexation. He
said, “Espinosa ang mga pandok. Daog si poroy.” I just smiled at him.
Since Auntie Leny was not in the library yet, we went directly to their
house. Lolo Indoy and she were there. I did not see any bad feelings about our
arrival. Yet, we left after two minutes. I knew they liked my kids, too.
On the way back to Tiyo Roming’s house, we saw Manoy Bino, Nonoy Moroña,
and Tiyo Boy in a bang house. They were drinking liquor, yet I talked to them
in a few minutes. Then, we saw some known personas at the waiting shed. They
regarded us.
At Tiyo Roming’s home, we waited for Nanay’s arrival. It was three when
they arrived. After a few minutes, we left Polot.
In Zone 7, almost all were happy to see my kids. I also went to Bulasu.
Ate Quennie, though busy, entertained us.
I then washed my family’s dirty clothes and kids’ bottles.
At six, I introduced Mj and my kids to Tiya Piying, who’s Tatay’s first
cousin. Mj and Tiya Piying conversed while Hanna and I went to the beach. We
stayed there for ten minutes. I knew Hanna enjoyed it. She kept on saying ‘bangka.’
Aileen did the cooking. Then she told us to sleep over at their house. I
already expect it. She entertained us very well.
April 19, 2008
At five, I was already awake, but I got up at six. My mag-iina
were still sleeping.
At past eight, we went to the beach. Mj was consoling Zj, who was
crying. I did not know why. Maybe he’s afraid to see the vastness of the sea. While
Skye was enjoying the water, Hanna was both afraid and enjoying. Good thing,
she dripped into the water. Thus, I took pictures of them.
We went home after 20 minutes. Then Jasleen and Hanna continued swimming
and bathing in a turtle pond. I just stopped Hanna from being stacked in the
water to avoid her from getting sick.
At eleven-thirty, Jay-R texted me, using his new number. He regarded me,
but at first, he invited me for a meeting. I told him about me, and I learned
from him that he was working in Robinson’s Mall.
At one, we (I, Mj, and our kids) went to Bulasu because Delon told us to
do so. Ate Quennie would go to the market, and no one would oversee their store
and the carpenter, who was working there.
Jasleen, Chatty, and Hanna were playing. I could see the good dealings
of the two with my daughter.
When we went back home, Ate Quennie gave Hanna Pampers diapers (XL). It
was so expensive, huh!
Before I joined my mag-iina in sleeping at past 2, I helped
Aileen in her project—cooking of biko. I just shredded coconuts.
It was four when I got up. My kids and Mj were still sleeping.
Aileen bought Zj a pair of basketball attire. That was her promise that
if the boat Skye had a bountiful catch, she would buy him a shirt, so she did.
My prayer was answered.
After merienda, I spent hours watching tv and taking care of my
children. I knew they understand. That’s okay if I would not do anything, just
like what I was doing when my family was not yet here.
I just cooked rice.
After dinner, I told Mj or I commanded her to wash the dishes. So, she
did while I took care of Zj.
At nine, Happy texted me. She announced her success. She’s hired. Our
text conversation lasted until past 10.
April 20, 2008
I got up early so that I could prepare for our leaving to Polot. Thus,
after breakfast, we started the preparation—it was a long one. Zj had tantrum
due to slight fever.
Before nine, we left Zone 7. We bought Tempra first, and we went
directly to Jollibee. There I saw Mylene. I forgot her surname. We talked a
little while in the queue. She’s with her two boys.
We just took the order out.
Before ten, we were already in Polot. The Espinosa family were cooking
and preparing for the outing.
In a few minutes, we left Tiyo Roming’s house. We visited Elizaga’s
residences. The first house was Fedrico’s. It was only Bolodoy’s wife who was
there. Then, we were stationed at Manoy Nante’s house. The kids there were so
amused by my children. They kept on looking at us. Finally, we dropped by Mamay
Gaya’s house. Many Aday was there, too. All of them complimented my kids.
We just stayed there for 10 minutes. Then, we bade adieu. Hanna showed
off her smartness by saying ‘Babye.”
On the way-- back and forth, some of the taga-Polot saw us. Some
dared to ask. Some just smiled.
At twelve, we were in Sabang Beach and Park Resort. We immediately ate
lunch. Later, I accompanied Hanna to the beach. She took a plunge in the water.
She was so happy. She loved it. I also took her to the Bird’s Paradise and
playground. We played see-saw.
I left Hanna to Tatay, then I took Zj. We roamed somewhere in the park,
but he was crying so I gave him back to Mj.
Later, the four of us bonded. I bought them ice cream.
There, I met Ricky Hipos, my collegiate classmate. We talked a bit.
At two, we left Sabang.
I was home before 3. Later, I did laundry while washing, I was boiling
glutinous rice. After that, I cooked biko. Then I washed the dishes.
All were busy…
Then I went to the market. After that, I shredded coconuts.
At past seven, I was on the tricycle going to Polot. On the way, Dindo
texted me. He was asking my whereabout. I saw them on the highway.
When I arrived at Espinosa’s residence, they were sleeping.
I waited for Dindo, Anying, and Daba to arrive since I told them to do
so, so that they could see my kids. In fact, Mj, Zj, and I tried to look for
them. But, Zildjian has fallen asleep.
It was past 8;30 when Daba came in. We conversed in the street. Pake was
there, too. They told me that Daba’s confusion and thought about the issue has
been solved.
Then, they disappointed me by not inviting me or letting me join them on
the jamming. I really wanted to have a merry-go-round. Thus, I asked Mj’s
permission. I said, I would be on the videoke bar being managed by
Tammy—Flor’s brother. I also gave respect to my in-laws, especially Yaya
Empang.
I was in the videoke bar at 9:30. It was not the first time I
would do it.
There, I was invited by Andy. He was with familiar faces who were Mary
Jane’s friends in Liman. I was indeed planning to drink beer all by myself.
Yet, I decided to join them in an instant. After a few seconds, he gave me the
glass. I shot it. Then I handed down Andy an amount for one grande.
Andy interviewed me a bit, but most of the time, I was silent. It was
okay. I knew they were all ashamed. So, do I.
In my stay there, I saw friends. I also noticed the sophistication of
the place. I admired Tammy’s for his success.
Before I bade goodbye to my kainuman, I saw Mayor and Bigit. I
knew they saw me, too.
May tama was exact—not too much, not too little.
When I was on the higaan, I related to Mj about her friends. I
said, ‘Inggit” I knew, she missed them.
It was 11;30 pm when I closed my eyes to sleep.
April 21, 2008
At six, I got up. I kissed Hanna who was still sleeping. When I was
about to say goodbye, Nanay served me a hot coffee.
At six-thirty, I rode a tricycle.
At seven, I was home. Immediately I looked for something I could do.
Later I was directed by Papay Benson to buy meat. When I did, I chopped and
cooked it.
I also helped with grilling, cooking some dishes. Geh! It was so hot. I
got a river of sweat.
The reunion of OLI Clan was about to start, but I was still unrefreshed.
It was okay. I did not belong to the clan anyway.
Oli Clan is a very united. They were extended. I admired them for that.
At eleven, the lunch break resumed. Auntie Puring gave me a plate of
food. I thanked her. She still remembered me. Well, she should not because she
was my midwife. Yesterday, she gave me multivitamins.
I was so full. The food was in abundance. I could not even taste it all.
I just eat my favorite ones.
After eating, I helped collect disposables and messes. But I stopped
when I saw someone who’s doing it. Instead, I presented myself as a
photographer. Ate Ningning entrusted me, so I did it professionally. I took
every happy moment, taking place such as games and laughter.
I stopped taking pictures at 1:30 when they were doing some activities.
Besides, I was so sleepy. Thus, after entertaining a few text messages, I took
a nap. I got up at past 4. I wanted to eat, but nothing left to eat. Instead, I
had coffee while dishwashing. I also helped in sweeping and segregating
garbage.
At past six, I left for Polot.
I wanted to go to the videoke bar, but our children were both
tantrummy. I could not leave them. In lieu, I sleep early.
April 22, 2008
At five-thirty, we were all awake. A few minutes after I got up, Nanay
served me a cup of coffee. Then, we were preparing to leave. We will take Hanna
to a manghihilot to know if she has pilay.
Yaya Deling did the traditional massage. She found out that Hann had pilay
on her upper back, despite my child’s revolt.
At past 9, we went to videoke bar. Tammy was busy. So, he could
not entertain us. He did not even care to see my son. He disappointed me.
Our children’s tantrums continued until after lunch. Good thing, they
fell asleep. The four of us took a nap until twenty-five minutes of two.
Zildjian and Hanna became crying babies. I did not know what to do. It
almost irritated me.
At three, I decided to leave Polot. Immediately, Mj prepared their
stuff. We left after 30 minutes. At four, we arrived in Zone 7. We were on time
to their merienda. So, we joined them, though we were done in Polot.
At five, I helped Papay Benson in his palay work. Later, Kuya Bambi
and I unbuilt the tolda.
At six-thirty, I introduced my kids to Ate Jennilyn. Then, I took care
of Zildjian. Hanna was with Charity, who had been kind to her, unlike Jasleen.
April 23, 2008
I cooked our breakfast a few minutes after I woke up, but I swept in the
buladan before anything else.
At past eight, we tended/scattered the palay/ that was when I asked
Papay Benson’s permission to claim my one sack of rice that he gave me, so that
my in-laws could bring it. Good thing, he never failed me.
Later, I accomplished tasks like marketing and purchasing cement. I also
took time to bond with my kids. I kissed them many times, especially Zildjian,
who was craving for my presence and warmth.
Mj and I conversed about several things. I knew she enjoyed their few
days sojourn.
At quarter to two, we were already dressed, but Zj had fallen asleep, so
we let him sleep.
At past 2, we bade adieu to them. Papay Benson gave Hanna P150.
In Bulan Integrated Terminal, we waited for my in-laws for a few
minutes. They were Tatay, Nanay, Tiyo Boy, Elek, and Nicole.
At past three, the bus they rode in left the terminal. Hanna was happily
waving goodbye to me. I waved my hand, too.
When I arrived home, I immediately helped in re-sacking the palay.
It was past 4 pm when we finished. Then, I texted Flor Rhina. I said, “Uy
nsa biyahe n cn Mj. Sbhin u ky Mama n pndala q s knila ang isang sakong bigas n
bnigay skn. Ang alam nila d2, tig 25 kilos can Tatay at mama. Pero ang 220
bngay q n un kay Tatay lhat. Sna wg n mlamn n Jano. Salamat!”
I took a nap at Aileen’s sala.
At five-thirty, Boboy and OI went to the beach. It was low-tide, so we
crab-searched.
At past six, I cooked our dinner.
At primetime, I texted Jefferson. I said, “Maogma aq maski naubos an
kwarta q. Nkabonding q an mga bata q. Nag-swimming km isa dgat. S Sabang nian sat
ungod namo. Naipakilala q cra s mga kmag-anak. Naimud cn mga taga-Polot. Ngaralas
cra. Nai-Jollibee q man cra… Tpos nagging mlapit p s aq an baby boy q. Ays!”
I also text-conversed with Happy. We talked a lot.
April 24, 2008
I rose early. I immediately swept in the buladan. Afterwards, I
grilled lawlaw fish for breakfast.
At nine, I thought it was, Michelle confirmed that Mj and her company
arrived at 6:30. I thanked God.
Since Kuya Muybien was there, I had a chance to wash my clothes.
At past 10, I cooked our lunch.
At two, I took a nap. It was 3 pm when I got up to help Kuya Muibien in
re-sacking the palay.
At five-thirty, I stayed upstairs. Later, Boboy and I conversed about multifarious
matters. We went down to eat supper at seven-twenty.
After dishwashing, I went upstairs. It was 8 when Mj texted. She said, “Ei,
sori kung ngaun lng q txt, bc kc kalilinis.C Hnna mgdamag my lagnat s biyahe.
Binili q antibiotic ung dlwa.”
I have learned that Hanna loves to drink water due to her fever. I pity
her, but according to Mj, she was okay now, except for the possibilities of
petty quarrels among the kids there. Mj then told me that she would be patient.
W bade ‘Gudnyt’ at 8;45 pm.
After taking Multivitamins, I uttered orison, thanking God for the security
and safety He gave my mag-iina and in-laws. I also asked for good health
and financial blessings.
April 25, 2008
It rained at 5;30, so I did not get up early. It was 7 when I did.
At past eight, I had accomplished marketing. Then I prepared the
ingredients. Ate Jennilyn took over the cooking.
At past nine, I texted Diyang. I greeted her a ‘Happy Birthday!’
I took a nap after lunch. At two, I took a bath. I went back upstairs,
but I just dilly-dallied.
At four, I was commanded to do marketing. When I got home, I immediately
prepared the vegetables.
Before I had cooked it, the visitors arrived. Some knew me and some regarded
me. I knew most of them.
I slept early.
April 26, 2008
My sleep was disturbed when Aileen came and called out at 3 am. She
announced that fishermen of Skye boat needed rescue and help. She borrowed my
cell phone.
I fell asleep after more than an hour. I got up at seven. Although I
knew the weather was not good, I still swept in the buladan.
AT past nine, I did marketing.it was also when Mj texted me, using PLDT
sim. We talked more about it, but when I regarded the kids, she did not reply.
After lunch, Papay Benson gave me P100 as balato for he won P4000
in jueteng.
At one, I was text-conversing with Jeff and his half-sister. They were
both cool and makulit. I like them. I enjoyed texting with them.
Later, I sun-dried three sacks of palay. I did not take a catnap
because the weather was not good.
At three-thirty, we kept the palay.
At four, I was directed to do marketing. When I arrived, I immediately prepared
what I bought.
At six, Diyang texted me. She thanked me for greeting her yesterday.
According to her, she expected it, and I was one of the two greeters. Later,
she sent this: “…No party. I dnt knw y I jst fil it. Myb God mke me fil it. Ur
d 1 hu bring me bak 2 God. Reali! I rid s Bible. I fil joy f u bliv them d evil
enemies stil thre but sori dey dnt scced. I fil sori 4 dem. Wait Im tryn 2
learn d hot evil head of my fmli. Dey wnt me out n dis haws. I dnt fil ds s
mine. But I dnt hve my own kya Im stil hir.”
I tried to reply with good words, but Satan disrupted my sending effort.
It mechanically turned off. Thus, I opted not to re-type what I did. I instead replied
to her query about my schooling and Mj’s opinion about it.
I slept past 10.
April 27, 2008
At six-thirty, I was already awake, but it was seven when I got up. And
at 8, I was already at the Bethel temple. I was the first churchgoer to arrive.
I, however, waited a few hours.
After Sunday service, the Bethel Temple Youths invited me to join their
fellowship. I committed to it since it was the second invitation from my first
Sunday of the stay here in Bulan.
Sunday School ended at 12:30. I was home before one.
After lunch, I just dish washed and took a bath. Then, I went to Amy’s
house. There, we conversed until past 2 pm. After that, I biked through Obrero.
I was hesitant to join the fellowship because I was not a youth anymore. I thought
of going home, but I still waited for them.
At first, I was so timid and quiet while the fellowship was taking place,
but when Bro. Tanny spoke, I had the guts to raise my hand to share something
relevant to the topic. I have seen their interest and good hearing attitude.
It was past 3 when it ended.
I was stationed there when Lola Bening talked to me about Elizaga vs.
Agaton Furaque case. Plus, the rain fell. Thus, I conversed with her for a few minutes
with Faith. She was a friend of mine—friend in faith.
At five-thirty, I left the church, however I had to stopover in the sheds
due to rain. I waited so long for the rain to stop at the shed in Zone 5.
I was home at 6;30 pm. I was so wet. I just prayed I would not get sick.
My absence for almost a whole day of 10 hours in the house resulted in
eating ready-made viand for lunch, and we resulted in eating canned goods for
supper. Papay Benson was indeed trusting me. Good thing, he never asked why I
left so long.
I went upstairs at 9:30.
April 28, 2008
At quarter to six, my eyes voluntarily opened, yet I took time on my
bed. And when I got up and made hot drink, Papay Benson gave us a heavy task--
lifting and de-sacking of palay.
Afterwards, I cooked rice for our baon. Oli’s clan would be
having a beach-outing in Nasuje. Ate Jennilyn persuaded me to join them.
At past 8, we left Iraya. At nine, we were already in Nasuje. I was not so
amused by the place, yet after we ate spaghetti, Boboy and I beachcombed. We
also looked for bonsai materials, but we found nothing.
I did not feel like swimming because the water was blurred. It was not
inviting. Thus, after brunch (It was 10:30), I lay down on the sand. Boboy
invited me to swim, but I did not join him. Until he decided to go home. I felt
sad, but I went on napping. At past 12 when we left the beach. I thanked God.
We were home at past one. I took a bath immediately. Alter I went upstairs
and took a rest and sleep. It was 4 pm when I went downstairs.
At five, I was texting with Efear. He bade bye at past six. It was okay.
At least we exchanged views, jokes, secrets, and fun.
April 29, 2008
I immediately swept in the buladan right after I got up. Later I
was doing carpentry, related to palay. Next was lifting and re-sacking.
At past seven, I was directed by Ate Ningning to buy cement and do
marketing.
While cooking, I de-sacked the palay to be sun-dried. I finished kitchen
work at 10. I was so tired; thus, I took a nap at Aileen’s sala. At past
11, I got up to eat.
After taking a bath, I stayed upstairs. I read Liwayway Magazine.
The rain slightly fell at 3. Thus, we were forced to move forcefully and
quickly. I was gasping for breath when we were done. Thus, I took a rest. At
four, when we were done re-sacking.
After biking, I was commanded to do marketing. In the market, Efear and
Padi Glenn texted. The latter asked me if I was already enrolled. I asked him,
too, if he already filed in Licensure Examinations for Teachers.
I finished cooking at past seven.
Whew! I was so tired from the whole day’s work.
I went upstairs before ten.
April 30, 2008
Sweeping and drinking hot coffee were my activities right after waking
up. It was quarter to six.
I went back upstairs. There, I replied to Myles’ text messages. We
talked about RGCC, schooling, and LET.
At seven-thirty, Jay-R texted me. He asked me when I would go back to
Polot.
While sun-drying palay, I was cooking our lunch. Marj and I were
texting, too. I pity her. She would only eat pandesal for breakfast.
At eleven I was done cooking. Thus, we ate early. That time. Many Baby
texted me. She regarded my family, Jano, and Taiwan. I had also learned that
she has a daughter and was about to give birth in August.
While watching tv, I have fallen into a shallow sleep. But I was
thankful that my drowsiness was given a chance.
At four, we were done re-sacking. I went upstairs. I just took a rest
for a few minutes. After thirty minutes, I went to the market. The rain poured
down after I bought everything I needed for the menu, yet I biked through home.
I was stationed when the rain became furious.
Before seven, I was cooking.
I went upstairs at 9:30. No one greeted me “Good night.”
