August
1, 2007
Four AM, I rose up and prepared to
leave. After 30 minutes, I left Bodino, but I first told Tito Zaldo that I am
leaving to Pasig.
I was uttering a prayer while
walking. I asked God to help me get into that place and most of all, win the
job.
It was very early, when I got at my
destination. I was so excited to enter. Thus, I was mistaken. The boastful
security guard says, "Bagsak ka na agad!", when I went astray. I got
irritated to his big face. He's not in the right position to say that to me.
I waited for Bilog and Ate Gina while
I was feeling at ease to the company. I have then learned that I was in
Eastland Manufacturing Company, Incorporated. It's a big garment factory, which
has hundreds of employees. Infinites Enterprises is underdog compared to it. I
would be happy, if I would be hired.
Eight-thirty, I went immediately to
Marcos Highway. It was after HR Department looked for my SSS number. I was
determined to win the job, so I have to get a number. Unfortunately, SSS-Marcos
Highway Branch has moved to Marikina. Yet, I went on. I never give up, despite
of hunger, heat, and feeling of 'wee-ness'.
I have easily found the Marikina Branch.
Bad thing is the queue was so long. I have to be patient. Good thing is my
patience paid off. I have got an SSS number at 11 AM. My possession of NBI
clearance and my children's birth certificate, that time, helped me a lot.
I went back at Eastland. There, I
have learned that Bilog has started working already. No wonder, he was 'backed'
by his big sister, who has a high position there. If only I have got an SSS
number, before 8 AM.
I didn't envy him. I knew I could
make it, too.
Ate Genalyn treated me and Bilog for
a lunch. While eating, she briefed us.
One PM, I took an abstract
examination. It was so confusing. I'd rather take a Math exam that to take
that. I found it mind-blowing.
I was then told to fill out
applicant's information sheet. Later, I waited for the exam result. However, I
was told to go home. They never tell me, if I fail or not. They just told me to
wait for their call. It partly disappointed me. I know what it means.
I went home to Bautista, exhausted
and sad. I tried to fall asleep, but I was frustrated. I instead texted Mj.
Although, she did not reply, I sent more than two messages without anticipating
for answer. I related to her the experience I have got a while ago.
She replied at 7 PM. She was worried.
She was asking for their fare on Saturday, for our children's milks and for
Zj's clothes. My reply was "Bahala na." I was worrying, too, as a
matter of fact.
When Jano, Gie and Kalbo arrived, our
sleeps were disturbed. They have got stuffs for the nuptial--- refrigerator,
groceries, cooler, plates, cook wares, etc...
August 2, 2007
Early at 5:30 AM, I was already
wide-awake. I could hear Mama working for something. I have cleansed the
concrete tank. Then, at eleven, I helped Gie in her stuff. I also have had time
to reply to the test messages from Jay-R, Bigit, and many more.
Past 1:30 PM, Mama left Bautista.
Quarter to 2, I left, too. Mama was going directly to Sauyo. I went first to a
flower shop for a reservation purposes. Next stop is at my in-laws' house. I
talked to Mj about few things. She kept on reminding me about our children's
milk.
Four, when I left to Sauyo. I
couldn't afford to wait for Mama's call any more. Six, when I got there. Mama
was sleeping. Waiting came next, before she prepared the vegetables.
Eleven, I started to take a rest.
August 3, 2007
Past three, when we're awakened. We
were going home. After breakfast, we left Sauyo. We rode on Lolo Angel's jeep.
Five, when we arrived in Bautista. I tried to sleep, yet I was frustrated, thus
I worked instead. I swept the clutters around the venue. Kalbo and I also went
downhill for ark's materials.
Ten-thirty, I refreshed myself. I
then took a nap after I took in my Vitamin C.
Jano was very busy that time, so I
helped him. The slaughtering of pig has started. I was occupied by it, too. I
also bore the dining table of Auntie Helen. It was too heavy.
It rained--- a heavy rain. I hoped it
would not rain tomorrow.
I went to 'bayan' to claim the
bouquets. I dropped by first at my in-laws' house. I stayed till 6:30 PM. In
'bayan', I waited too long for the bouquets. I got home at past 9:30.
The wedding reception was filled with
so much people. Some of them were just like a display. But most of them were
helpers.
After dinner, I started to work.
Auntie Helen and I rolled the embutidos. Then, I faced decorating task. I used
my artistic side to bring colors and arts on the buffet area.
Next thing happened... "walang
tulugan!"
August 4, 2007
It was one or two when I sleep under
the presidential table. It was so cold and mosquito-filled filled there. Yet,
because of tiredness, I have fallen asleep. I got up at 5. Then, I worked
again. I washed the dishes, ran errands, followed commands, etc...
Nine-thirty, Taiwan, Popoy and I rode
on Jano's motorcycle to St. Anthony de Padua Parish. When we got there, Ilek
and my 'mag-in' were there. I then rehearsed Hanna n her walking in the aisle.
Past 10:45 when the wedding started.
Hanna declined to walk alone, such like Denize, Lorenz and Sandara, so I had to
walk with her.
Mam Reposar is one of Jano-and-Gie's
'ninang'. I introduced Mj and her with each other.
Romeo was there, too. He joined the
group of our few high school classmates, such as Carina, Mary Jo, Winston, and
Roderick. I wanted to join them, but I was occupied by cleaning and
dishwashing.
The reception was not organized, yet
everybody was satisfied and has taken out some food. I was like a crazy dog---
run there, run yonder! It exhausted me too much.
Six when I stopped. Auntie Vangie
approached us. She handed me P200. It was my salary. My 'utang' to joy was deducted,
I guessed. She looked for my kids. If Hanna and Zj were there, surely they
would have P100 each from her, too, like Yoshimi.
Seven, I was texting Maila. She is
Sharon's sister-in-law, who has been my textmate, when she texted me once,
saying "Elow".
Later, Mama got hurt by Jano's words.
I then remember Taijen Nuptial last January 16, 2006. The history repeats
itself, indeed. She cried and wanted to leave immediately. She pushed me and
Taiwan to leave, as well. Taiwan and Jenny left quickly. Eight, when I decided
to leave, too. Mama secretly gave me a 'pata'. I would give it to my in-laws.
When I arrived at my in-laws' house,
I sleep immediately.
August 5, 2007
Eight, Hanna and I left Rancho. I
decided to bring her because Mj is going to wash my clothes today. Nine, we
were in Bautista. I immediately started cleaning and organizing the reception
area. I took away the clutters, too.
Mama's there still. She's talking to
Jano. Bilog was there still, too. He's helping Jano and Gie.
I have cleansed the cook wares. It
was the hardest job I have ever done. I could say that I have paid my P2000
debt from them. But, I will pay it. My help is free. It is paramount to 'ambag'
for the couple.
After lunch, I joined the
karaoke-ing. Renoir and Yoyi were there still. I only sang when she left.
Diyang and Bilog were singing, too. She asked me why I didn't join my
classmates, as if she was implying that I am not belong to the group of
successful classmates. She revoked it by saying "Kung ikaw ay
magkakaroon ng trabaho...", something like that, with 'pambobola'. If
she only knew…
It is true that I am ashamed to join
them, but it's not because of my poor career. It's because I have an 'anab' on
my lower lip. 'Anab' is my childhood sickness that comes out every time I have
eaten something that irritates my lips. Like 'tuyo'. It is a disease which
starts from itchiness and ends up to 'pagkasugat'.
I sang along with them till quarter
to five. Five when we left Bautista. I bought milk, vitamins, and diapers in
Gate 2.
August 6, 2007
Past six when I left my in-laws'
house. My children were still sleeping. I forgot to kiss them goodbye. I
arrived early in Bodino, thus I have had enough time for bathing and talking
with my friends. They regarded the wedding. I told them that it was successful,
but it was not as elegant and formal, as I wanted to see.
Today, I could feel the hardship of
having no mobile phone. It's so hard to own that gizmo. It seems that my life
is incomplete without it. I was afraid I would lose my contacts and friends.
Five, my body feels like giving up. I
experienced body ache. Sleepiness strikes, too. I guess it's the effect of
three or four days of efforts. Thus, I took a nap. Good thing is sleepiness
visited me. The result? I have got energy to lift weight.
Today is Mj-and-I mensisary. I could
still remember last month. We're about to break up, due to my letter.
August 7, 2007
Before 8 AM, I phoned on at Lola
Alice' landline. It was Lola Salud who entertained my call. According to her,
Mama has left at 7:30 AM to Tandang Sora. Alas! I have not greeted her a 'Happy
birthday' Yet, I'm glad to know that she was going there. I knew the reason.
Twelve, Auntie Vangie told me about
Mama. She said that Mama was going to celebrate her birthday in there house.
She requested me to come there. Thus, at 5 PM, we altogether rode on their car,
going home. Auntie Vangie bought pizza, raw chicken, and pancit for Mama, as
her gift to my mother.
I sleep early, without seeing VonVon,
who has just arrived from China last August 3.
August 8, 2007
After breakfast I left Auntie
Vangie's house. It was raining and only Mama and Arlyn were left. Though, it's
raining, I still went on. I hailed a jeep to ride on endlessly, but all of them
were full-packed. The rain made me wet. It was so hard to wait for a ride
during rainy day, I realized.
I arrived in garments at 8:35. I
immediately started to work.
Auntie Vangie told me that Mama was
already In Sauyo. Later, she asked me why I was asking for vale. I replied that
I wanted to buy cellphone, because my old one was defective. She wondered if I
could buy one for P500. It was five o'clock when my vale was given.
August 9, 2007
It's been six days when my cellphone
gave up. It's killing me. I'd rather lost my ring than to lose my mobile phone.
I was afraid too, that my friends would be gone. Hence, all day long, I was
thinking of ways of how to have cellphone. And, at 12 noon, I phoned on Mj. I
asked Jenny's number and asked her if Michael knew a person who's selling a Cp
for P500 or P1000. She talked immediately to her brother, but, according to the
latter, he knew one, but it's for P3000. I want to have a phone with camera,
hence I couldn't afford it, yet.
Later, I texted Jen asking her a
favour to tell my problem or intention of buying a cellphone, worth P500 or
P1000. Taiwan might know someone. Bad thing she doesn't reply. I was almost in
chaos. I then tried to approach Ate Juliet, who is lending money.
Unfortunately, she could not lend me tomorrow. Then, I thought of Mj's needs of
working abroad. It increases my burden. I did not know what to prioritize. Mj
must work abroad whatever happens. I will finance it. I can give up my wants.
This is the only way we could have a financial freedom. Sacrifice must be done,
if I want high-tech gizmos.
I missed texting. I missed my
textmates, but I have to accept the fact that God plans for it. He's punishing
me. He doesn't want me to be unfaithful to Mj.
Due to a drinking session of Renoir,
Lito and Junior, not to mention Renoir's girl, my sleep was delayed. I thought
it was 10:30 PM when I fell to sleep.
August 10, 2007
Today, I partially have accepted the
fact that I could not have a cellphone in a jiffy. I must be patient, if I want
to. I have to spend wisely, too. Good thing, there is possibility that we might
have overtime work this week. We would have lots of work to be done, thus I
could ask again Ate Juliet if she could lend me P2000. If that will so, I'm
sure I could pay her on time without compromising the needs of my beloved
children.
After I received my salary of P900+,
I went to Frisco and bought milks and diapers. I will leave Bodino tomorrow
after work. That was why I did this.
While dining at 7:30 PM, Auntie Helen
and I talked about many things. One of them was the fact that Auntie Vangie
expected for me to accompany Mama in going to Bulan. It hurts me when I have
learned that Auntie Vangie said that I'm not supposed to work in their company
because of my bachelor's degree. I explained to Auntie Helen that I don't
intend to stay there for long. I only planned to support Mj on her 'paglalakad
ng papaeles'. December is my estimated month to leave. I guess, Mj would
have flown abroad already at that time.
I told her that I was planning to
talk to Auntie Vangie about it. I will ask for her consideration. I hope she
will give me an extension. I would be glad if she will permit me. If that will
so, I would be very patient.
August 11, 2007
From the time of waking-up till the
time of going home, I was so excited to see my 'mag-iina'. I left Bodino
immediately after work. It was past five. I think, it was seven when I got home
in my in-laws' house. It saddened me, instead. Zildjian has fever and colds. He's
phlegmatic. He almost lost his voice. Another disappointment I received was
when Mj revealed the expenses she owed from Nanay for Zj's check-up and
prescription. It was P400 in all. Thus, I was forced to take my P200 from my
wallet. I still have P200 debt to Nanay.
Eight, I read my text messages in my
inbox, using Ilek's cellphone. I've got a lot of messages. One is from Manay
Aday. Another was coming from Maila. I replied at Maila's text, regarding her
condition. I have learned that her grandmother passed away. And, she asked for
favour. She wanted me to make a speech. She's a candidate in a speech contest.
It was in connection to 'Linggo ng Wika'. I then made sure that I could finish
it that night.
Without further ado, I started
writing. It has a theme of ''Maraming Wika sa Matatag na Bansa."
Later that time, I have come up to
this:
Maraming Wika sa Matatag na Bansa
Kayrami nating diyalekto. Kayrami na
ring naging pinuno. Ngunit, matatag nga ba ang ating bansa?
Masakit sabihing hindi, pero hindi
ako papayag na talagang hindi. Kaya, ipagsisigawan ko... matatag ang ating
bansa! Ipinagmamalaki kong bigkasin... ang Republika ng Pilipinas ay isa nang
matibay at matatag na bansa!
Pilipino ka. Dapat naniniwala kang sa
pagkakaroon ng maraming wika at may kaunlaran. Hindi ka na magtatanong kung
bakit?
Una. Nagsulputan ang mga call center
sa Pilipinas. May kaunlaran...
Pangalawa. Nakakapagtrabaho tayo sa
iba't bang bansa--- sa Hapon, halimbawa. May kaunlaran.
Pangatlo. Nawiwili sa ating bansa ang
mga turista. May kaunlaran.
Pang-apat. Ikaw na ang
magbigay-katuturan sa mga punto ko.
Kayrami nga nating diyalekto at wika.
Kayrami nga nating naging pinuno. Lahat ng mga iyan ay balewala, kung iisa lang
ang ginagamit nating wika. Titibay ang bansa, kung may iba't ibang wikang
sinasalita. Ingat ka lang, ha? Baka Wikang Filipino ay makalimutan mo na.
Masama na iyon at hindi nararapat. Ang ibig ko lang naman ay matatag na bansa,
may pagkakaisa, at may pagkakaunawaan, kahit marami ang wika.
Hindi naman masama ang gumamit ng ibang
wika. Hindi naman kita pupulaan, kung ang pagsasalita mo ay banyaga. Hindi
naman ako luluha, kung marami kang winiwika. Basta ba, isipin mo rin, kung
paano magiging mas matatag ang ating bansa, dahil sa iyong gamit na wika.
Ngayon, puwede mo ba akong suportahan
sa aking adhika? Pumalakpak ka nga, kung sumusuporta o sumang-ayon ka sa
akin...
Salamat! Salamat sa mga tunay na
Pilipino!
I sent this speech immediately to
Maila, through text. She thanked me. I just replied "Welcome!" to
her, then, I slept.
August 12, 2007
I was awakened by my wee habit at 6
AM. It made sleepless, thus I waited for my children to wake up. When they do,
I took care of Zj.
Eight, Maila texted me. I replied. I
then gave her some speech delivery pointers. I was an expert in oration or oral
communication. The truth is I have just won first place and second place in
impromptu speech contests during 'Linggo ng Wika' celebration. She then told me
that she won a grand prize in speech contest and she wanted to win again this
time, so that she could compete in intercollegiate competition. I continued
giving her some points to be done. She couldn't help but to tell me this "Pinapahanga
mo ako."
Good thing about her, though we're
both strangers to each other, is she's researching for my profile. She sent me
some. She says " Sabi sa The Rover mo, silent water runs deep ka
raw. Soft-spoken. A person of gentle spirit, loner and weird. Totoo ba 'yon? He
he" I answered, "Yes!" I added
as-a-matter-of-factly that I was called as bookworm, too.
Her question, "Who's my
wife?" is what was not able to answer because I run out of load.
After lunch and while we're taking a
siesta, Mj and I talk. We talked about going abroad. I proposed the revelation
of our plan to her family. She declined. She wanted it to keep it secret till
we can. We also came up to an idea of buying a house in Laguna area. She wanted
me to take care of our kids, so that I could not have a chance to womanize. It
gladdened me. I'm now rest-assured that she's decided to work overseas, thus I
was also determined to work hard.
Mj was pushing me to buy second-hand
cellphone. Michaels' friends were selling their mobile phones for P4000, P3000
and P2300. I am interested to buy the Sony Ericsson worth P2300, but the owner
did not agree to my last bargain of P2000.
Before we sleep, Maila texted me. She
was asking why I was not replying. It was read by Mj. She can smell something
fishy...
August 13, 2007
Five:thirty-five, Mj woke me up.
Though I wanted to sleep again, I pushed myself to start preparing to leave.
Six when I left. Hanna was still sleeping. Yet, I have played with Zildjian. I
kissed them many times. I'm gonna miss them.
I arrived in Bodino at 7:20. I have
had time to take a bath and do whatever to do.
While working, my friends/co-workers
advised me to talk to Auntie Vangie about my extension. I told them that I
would do it this noon.
While dining, Helena or Mamita, as we
called her, announced that April is going back to work here, too, as a sewer.
According to her, her daughter was permitted already by Auntie Vangie. It
partly gladdened me, for she would not be assigned in finishing department. My
friends dislike her. That's why she's not needed there. She would be
out-of-place.
Then, Auntie Helen started to boast.
She said that April would not have a future in the finishing department. She'd
rather be a sewer than a trimmer, for sewer has a chance to work abroad. Her
statements hurt me. She was generalizing that sewers have better lives that
finishers.
I related it to my friends. They just
laughed.
I called on Mj. I have also talked to
Hanna. She's in the mood of talking. She says. "Papa", more than
twice, so as "Mama'' and "Jobee" (shortened form of Jollibee).
She has her own vocabulary.
We have had one hour overtime, today.
Eight, Auntie Helen and I took our
dinner. She began a topic with the question, "Bakit umuwi si
Rachie kanina?". After answering the query, she exclaimed that Rachie
is just an extra employee here. She has something to convey. She's implying
that me too is an extra. She wanted me to leave and she wanted her daughter,
April, to take over my position. Haay! Envious, Helena..
Next issue was about Flor Rhina. According
to Auntie Helen, my sister declined to go to Bulan with Mama because she has
nothing to do there. What hurts me is the fact that she exemplified me. It
hurts me so much. But I knew she did not mean that or she never said that. It
was Mamita, who said that, just to vex me. In my anger, I condemned Flor, so
that Helene must know that their conclusion is a mere fallacy.
Later, I have made a letter for Flor.
It was a two-purpose letter. I wanted it to be perused by Auntie Helen, because
I suspect she's the one, who said those bad words about and against me. I don't
care if it would not be read by my sister, who the only mistake is saying 'No',
in going to Bulan and being close to them--- traitors.
I tried to sleep, despite of my
ill-feeling and terrible toothache.
August 14, 2007
When I got up, my toothache was still
there. I have had a less-than-eight-hour-of-sleep.
Ate April arrived at 7. She was going
to undergo training in sewing operation. I greeted her plastically.
I did not know if I would be glad for her presence or not. Mamita would be
stronger now. She would have more power to put me down. Thus, at eight, when
Ate Nelie, Ate Juliet and Abeng were already there, I related to them the
conversation happened last night. They condemned Mamita. I also showed them the
epistle I wrote, so that they could understand what happened and what's in my
heart.
I told them that I wanted to give up
and leave my work, but they advised me not to, According to them, I better
continue and show them that I wasn't affected to their downgrading. They also
pushed me to talk to Auntie Vangie about extension. I really found a solace and 'kakampi' on
them.
Eleven, I approached Auntie Vangie. I
asked her if I could work here till December. I reasoned out that I have to
finance Mj's documents for working abroad. After a short while, she says, "O,
sige!" I almost cried for joy. My friends were so happy, too.
While having an overtime work, we're
talking about sex issues. I have related to them about Mj-and-I's past. They
have learned that she's not a virgin when we mate. They questioned me too about
Rachie-and-I's past. They have known that I almost have gotten Rachie.
We have had one hour overtime.
August 15, 2007
After I took a bath, I phoned on
Mama. She was in Sauyo. I asked when she will leave to Bulan. She explicated
that she was waiting for the money, promised to her by Taiwan and Auntie Vangie
and for the right time. In addition, the weather condition was not that fine.
There might be a storm in Bulan.
Before eight, Ate Juliet arrived. She
brought noodles for me. It touched me. She indeed wanted me to gain weight.
Then, I relate to them what I have heard last night on Helen and April's
conversation. The 'mag-ina' was putting down the finishing department, as if
sewing department or sewers are all successful in lives.
Before one, I asked Auntie Vangie, if
she could deduct me for my SSS premium on Saturday. At first, she declined. She
thought I wanted to stay here for a long time or I wanted to be a regular
worker, but when I said 'till December only', she permitted me. However, she
made a condition—I would pay my SSS premium on whole or without their 50%
share. I agreed upon her. I told her that I only want my SSS number to be
activated and besides, I'm not getting any younger.
Six, after working overtime, I went
outside. I have seen yonder a bird’s house. It was s Christmas decoration. I
picked it up. It's a dream come true. It's been a long time since I craved for
a bird's house.
Then, I went to the store, I would
buy bath soap. My co-workers, such as Kuya Junior, Leo, Edward and Dok were
drinking. I tried to decline from their invitation, but when I came back, I
decided to join them. I bought a light bottle of beer. I told them I would not
take another one, hence they give me another one. For that, I have found myself
enjoying. It's my first time with them except for Kuya Junior.
Eight when we stopped. I have drank
four bottles of beer—3 light and 1 pale pilsen. Wew! It made me drunk.
Though, I'm drunk, I still managed to
wash dishes, after dinner. Then, I phoned on Mj. I also talked to Hanna. Mj had
guessed that I was drunk. Yet, I denied it.
Though my vision was rotating, I
still managed to lift weight. While doing it, I have heard Mamita talking to
Joy. The former was talking ill bout someone. She stated Abeng and Mila's
names, so as April.
I slept early. Good thing is I have
fallen asleep easily, though I haven't had a vitamin anymore.
August 16, 2007
I felt nausea when I woke at wee
time, thus I rushed back to my 'higaan', after I wee. However, I could still
feel it. Good thing is I caught sleep. And, a nightmare woke me up. It was
about Flor Rhina. In my dream, a woman told me that she has passed away. It
saddened me. When I opened my eyes to know if it's true, I have found out that
it was just a nightmare. I then uttered a prayer. I asked for her safety. Today
is her 16th birthday.
Before 8, I phoned on Mj. Hanna
talked to me also, she says, "Ayo!" (I love you)
Twelve, I texted Maila. I told her
'Gudluck'. Today is a "Linggo ng Wika' Literary Contest in my Alma Mater,
RGCC. She's going to give speech, using my masterpiece, I wrote last Saturday.
I hoped for her luck. I also advised her to calm herself and think that she's
the best contender.
My gal friends were inviting me to
come with them at Isetann in Quiapo on Saturday. They were going to canvass for
cellphone. They want me to buy, too, since I will have my P1000 on Saturday
from Ate Juliet's Five-Six lending service. However, this evening I came to an
idea of saving the money for Mj's passport and birth certificate. I would
rather give up my cellphone-buying pan than to give up 'good future ahead of
us'.
My sleep was disturbed due to Tito
Rey's brothers. They arrived at midnight.
August 17, 2007
My waking-up was affected due to the
arrival of the guests last night. Yet, I managed to get up.
Past 8:30, Jano texted on Abeng's
mobile phone, He wanted me to call on Gie immediately. Since, I was then
working I did not call on her. Besides, I guessed it was a bad news for me. I
started to feel nervous that then. Until 9, Gie phoned on me. She announced
that I have to report at Eastland Manufacturing Company, Inc. before 11 AM that
day.
I didn't know if it's bad or good
news. I have asked Auntie Vangie for my extension and she permitted me already.
Thus, I asked my girlfriends' suggestions. They, except for Rachie, who was
quiet, said that I must try it. For it was my chance to have a higher wage and good
opportunity.
Past nine, I left Bodino. Eleven it
was when I arrived at Eastland. There, Ate Genalyn talked and directed me over
the phone.
Twelve, Bilog and I met there. He
brought me to his 'ate'. The latter told me to wait at the employees' shed.
Past one when I was called for an interview. Then, I was brought to my supposed
working area. There, I met Joel, Weng, and Ate Agnes. Joel is designated in
tumbling or drying. Weng is 'tagapiga', using a machine. Ate Agnes is the
washer. Her position would be mine. She would be leaving tomorrow. For that,
she taught me how to operate the machine, how to put fabric softener, and many
more. She's so kind and supportive. Tomorrow, she's going to teach me hot to
wash using some chemicals.
I have met also my supervisor. He
looks kind.
Four, I was told to come back
tomorrow for my formal training.
Five, I arrived at my in-laws' house.
Later, I texted Abeng, Ate Juliet, and Auntie Vangie. Abeng and Auntie Vangie
replied. Here are my aunt's replies in chronological order:
1. "Aba e good news yan! Mbuti
nman pinag training agad u! Anong company yan at ano magi2ng work u?"
2. Pwd n rin mkpag xperience dyan mas
marmi u m22han xporter pla eh at mlaki kesa d2 smin wla u iba m22nan.. K
pagbutihin u lng at mgpkta u ng abilidad. Gudluck!"
I haven't asked her yet about my
salary because she stopped replying to me. Good thing is I have thanked her...
I texted Ate Juliet. I was asking if
she wanted me to lend P1000 as we already agreed upon. She doesn't reply. I
hope she will for I need money. I need allowance and I have to buy milks and
diapers.
I also texted Maila asking if she
won. She sadly told me that she failed to make it because when she's doing her
piece technical problem arose, which loses her concentration. I assured her that
it doesn't matter if she doesn't make it. What important is she used my piece.
Later we continue texting. We talked about many things. We have something in
common.
August 18, 2007
Alarm woke me up at 5:30 AM. After 20
minutes of few preparations, I left my in-laws' house. It was then drizzling
and the morning breeze was so cold.
I have gone astray at Sn. Joaquin,
Pasig. Good thing is I arrived at Eastland on time. However, I was told to wait
for Mam Lea. I supposed to be there at 8 AM. I was too early. Thus, I spend my
remaining time texting. I texted Padi Glenn. I asked him if he knew Maila. He
promised me that he would know her. I also replied Happy, Maila, and Abeng's
text messages.
I was called by Mam Lea at 8:30 AM.
Then, I was accompanied by two important personnel to Ate Agnes. Finally,
I started my training. Yesterday is my trial day.
Ate Juliet texted me, saying she
would lend me P1000. She already handed it to Joy. But before that I promised
Abeng that I would treat them on my first 'sahod'. It was because she vexed me.
Jano texted me, too. He was inviting
me for a dinner in Bautista. Alas! I couldn't join him because I would be in
Bodino after my training.
Ate Agnes trained me how to wash
using chemical. She taught me intensively, while I asked her many questions
about my work. I think I have had every detail I must learn—the chemicals'
names and measures and textiles' types.
I started to make friends with my
co-workers and to feel at ease at my new workplace. I could text her if I have
a question.
Three, after a time control talked to
me and advised me to have an x-ra oj Monday, I left Eastland. I went directly
to Bodino. I arrived there at 4:40. Thus, I have had a chance to talk to my
friend and other co-workers. I told them about my work. They were glad to my
new job.
I packed some of my things and
prepared to leave. However, I was stationed there for few minutes, for I joined
my male co-workers in their drinking session.
In two shots of gin-orange, I got
drunk. My vision rotated. Thus, I controlled myself. I declined to quaff the
third 'tagay'.
I left them in their happenings. At
least I showed them that I have been a good co-worker. I bode them goodbye. I
also said adieu to Renoir, although it would not be my last presence there.
Past seven when I got home. My head
was aching.
August 19, 2007
When Mj and I were already awake, she
told me that she could smell something fishy. She could feel that I was
committing adultery. My reply was "I am not because I'm not yet
married." She announced that if she will not work abroad anymore. It
scared me. My friendship to Maila is in danger. I don't want to lose it. But, I
don't want Mj gets hurt.
Nine, while Mj was preparing for Hanna's
stuffs, she was asking if she could come with us. I did not permit her for two
reasons: (1) expense for frae: and (2) she's going to do laundry.
Before we left, Mj keeps on asking if
we could go home today. I assured her I would stay there over night.
In Gate 2, the great rain poured out.
Good thing is we had run at Jollibee. There, Hanna keeps on pointing inside.
She wanted to dine or come in. I thought twice. When I decided to buy even
regular fries for her, the queue was so long. Thus, I decided to go out. Good
thing, the rain has stopped.
Minutes before ten, when we arrived
in Bautista.
I visited my stuffs. I gathered some
of my lost things.
Three, after Hanna's waking-up, I
decided to go home. After merienda, Gie and Jano asked if they could leave us
here. They're going to Tanay for outing. After a few seconds, I agree to stay
overnight, so that Flor would have a company.
Flor accidentally have read my letter
to her, which I wrote last Monday. She made a letter, too, saying she doesn't
know about it. In short, it was all a fabrication of Auntie Helen. Here's one
sentence she said: "Hindi mo kc alam kung gano ako proud na may
kuya akong katulad moh."
I talked to her... She, again,
confirmed that she doesn't utter that downgrading words. Thus, I decided to
write a letter for Auntie Helen. I first assured her if she would really hand
it it to Helena.
I have had a hard time tending Hanna
into sleep. She has fallen in a deep sleep at 10 PM, while, I did at 11:30.
August 20, 2007
Six AM when I rose up. Seven, Hanna
and I left Bautista. But before that, I reminded Flor about my letter for
Helena.
Past nine, Mj, Hanna and I went to
Bayan. I was going to be x-rayed. It was my first time. Thus, nervousness
filled my heart. I thought I was going to take my clthes off. Good thing is it
was not.
We're home at 11 AM.
Mj related me about work
opportunity in Japan, being offered in barangay hall. We agreed to prioritize
her birth certificate. But, the problem is financial. I only have P1000 on my
wallet. It's good for 2 weeks. Plus, I have to buy milks and diapers and I have
to give Mj P100 for Zildjian's vaccination. Haay!
Before 4 PM, I have claimed my x-ray
result. It says like this:
There are hazed infiltrates noted in
upper right lung field.
Heart is not enlarged.
Diaphragm and sinuses are intact.
Impression: Koch infection, upper
right lung field.
The result disappointed me. I might
not be hired because of that infection. Good thing is I have no lungs problem
similar to TB or weak lungs.
Before dinner, I was invited to drink
beer for the first time. I have drunk with Michael and his friend, Mon. Art was
with us, too. It made me drunk. My vision was rotating when I took in my
dinner, which made me sleepy.
August 21, 2007
Four-thirty, alarm woke me and Mj up.
It was too early to move up, thus I reset it at 5:00 AM. When it alarmed, I got
up immediately. I woke up MJ. She then assisted me in preparing my 'baon',
breakfast, pampaligo', and clothes. Nanay got up too to ensure that I was okay.
Before six, I was already outside. I just walked through Bayan. There, I rode a
jeep to Pasig. Quarter to seven when I arrived at Eastland. I thought I would
be late due to a terrible traffic. Good thing is I have had enough time
commuting.
This is my third day of working at
Eastland manufacturing Corporation, Inc., but this is my 2nd day of training.
My first day is just a trial.
My work seems so hard. Ate Agnes was
not there to assist me. Good thing, Joel is willing to help me.
I was still 'naiilang' to my
workmates. They're fine, yet I would needed more time to do to memorize their
names.
Since I have no work to do, I have
written poems, entitled 'Hangganan' and 'Texting'.
Four, I received my allowance for one
day or 8-hour work. It was P150. I also passed my x-ray result. I hoped it
would not give me problem. I was finally told to start as a daily-rated
employee. I would only be a trainee tomorrow.
I was home at 5:00 PM. I brought home
3 white shirts, I owed to my co-worker, named Rita. She's the one who sells
shirts in Eastland.
Eleven, I was awakened by Mj. Jano
phoned on Ilek's number. He, then texted me announcing that my x-ray got a
problem. Thus, I have to undergo x-ray again tomorrow. It disappointed me so
much. I almost gave up. But, Jano exemplified himself, as he contacted me
tirelessly. He advised me to text Ate Genalyn. So I did.
Before I sleep, I made a deal with
God. I would give up my friendship to Maila, if I want to have a clear x-ray.
August 22, 2007
Five, I woke up. I have read Ate
Gina's text messages, which were sent to me at 1:00 AM. She said that I have to
undergo x-ray gain. I could feel her pity and care for me. And, when I was at
Eastland, Bilog talked to me. He said the same words. He also advised me.
Later, Ate Gina visited me. I could see her eagerness to help me. I just hoped
I pass the second x-ray.
Today, I was determined to forget
Maila. I will text her but for a limited text only.
While working, I remember that the
scenario happens today was one of my dreams. It actually became a reality. I
just didn't know if I could pass the chest x-ray.
Before four, the timekeeper-trainer
told me that I passed the training. So, I was going to start tomorrow. I sadly
told her about my failure. She kindly advised me.
I received my allowance of P150
before I went to HRD. There, I was given a referral for x-ray. When I got home,
I drank milk. I must pass the x-ray tomorrow. Our futures depend on it.
I slept early.
August 23, 2007
Six when I got up. I woke up Mj to tell
her that she has to make me hot milk before I take a bath. After a few minutes,
I left the house. I arrived at Cainta Sacred Heart medical Surgical and Diagnostic
Clinic very early at past 7. I was told to wait till 8:30 AM by the attendant.
I was too nervous at that time. I tried to relax and calm myself. I was
drinking the milk. I brought it. While waiting, I also talked to Jesus Christ.
Before eight-thirty, my second x-ray
was made. I knew it was bad for my health. I have had two x-rays for only 3
days interval. Yet, I did it for employment's sake.
One-thirty, I went back to that
clinic. I was scheduled to claim my x-ray at 3:00 PM. When I did, whew! I exclaimed,
"Thank You, Lord!" I was so glad to the result. I could not forget
the words: "Both lungs are clear. Heart is not enlarged. Diaphragm and
sinuses are intact. Essentially normal lungs." Milk. I drank, helped me a
lot. But, I knew God is the mastermind. Thus, I have to do my promises to Him.
Past three, I was at Eastland. I
looked first for Ate Gina. But she wasn't there. Hence, I came in to HRD.
There, I was told few things that saddened me. First, I have an orientation
morrow. It will cost more than P5. Second, I have to pass 1x1 ID picture. It
will cost more or less P50. Third, I have to submit birth certificate. I don't
have one. I only have a certification. Lastly, I am going to start on august
28. It will make me unoccupied for 4 days, 3 days are working days. So, I will
approximately lose more or less P1200. I hate this! So when I got home, I load
my number and texted Ate Gina. I told her about it. She replied not. My load
became useless. But it's okay. At least, I have informed her.
I was so sleepy at 8:30 PM, so I
sleep early.
August 24, 2007
Six AM, I was already wide-awake, but
it was 7 when I got up. I then took a bath after having coffee. Eight, I left
the house. It was after I told Mj that I will spend my non-working days in
Bautista, She frowned, yet I did not mind her. Nine-fifteen, I was in Eastland.
Ten, the orientation started. It was facilitated by HRD manager, Mrs. Cruz. It
was all about rules and regulations. She pointed out some such as late and
absenteeism, etc. Before I went home, I was told again by Mam Lea that I would
start on Tuesday. I also talked to Joel, when I met him, about my 'pasok'.
According to him, I was being searched by our immediate supervisor.
When I got home in Bautista, Flor was
not yet there. It was past twelve. I waited too long for her. I tried and tried
to unlock the locked doors. It was one PM when I succeeded. Good thing is there
is food to eat.
I found out that Flor did not give
the letter I wrote for Auntie Helen. It didn't make angry. I just wondered why
she did not hand it to the 'fabricator'. When she arrived at 5:30 PM, I asked
her why. She reasoned out that she forgot to do so.
I didn't know if I still will pursue
it. My anger lowered down already. I knew it's God's will. And, I will let Him
do the rest. She will be punished by Him.
When Gie and Jano arrived, they
immediately queried me about my x-ray. They were gladdened by the fact that I
passed the second x-ray and I was going to start on Tuesday. Jano advised me to
rent a house near the vicinity of Eastland, so that we could save. I just did
take a silence. I will see first if I can.
August 25, 2007
Six when I rose up. After breakfast,
I swept at the yards. They would be glad to see the changes.
Diarrhea was pestering me since 1:00
AM. Every 3 hours, I poo. The third was just an iota. I'm afraid it's an
amoebiasis.
I spent the whole day watching TV.
While I was cutting my on hair, the TV, set was on. I was just taking the
opportunity. Besides, I would be occupied on Tuesday. I could no longer watch
television because I would rather rest or play with my kids after work.
Watching TV, indeed informs and
entertains me. Today, I have learned many things. Shows I usually watch
inspired me to do artworks, to live despite of burdens and to cook.
At 5 PM, Flor wanted to hand the
letter, I wrote and she forgot to give, to Auntie Helen, but I declined. She
thought I'm coward. She didn't know my point. I have forgiven her. It would be
better if I will let God do the punishment. Besides, I am now employed, not at
Infinite, but at Eastland. I'd rather do my best to have a successful life and
career. And, if she pursues it, I don't know what action I could do. So far, I
forgot the pain she caused me.
Good thing, bowel discharge problem
has stopped. It was after I pooed at 2 PM. I hoped it would not come
back.
August 26, 2007
I got up at seven. I then walk around
the garden, while waiting for the breakfast being cooked by Gie. After
breakfast, I visited my stuffs. I got some that I would bring to my in-laws'
house.
Jano and Gie left at past nine.
Nine-thirty, I turned on the TV set. Watching TV is addicting. It made me a
potato couch. Good thing, my eyes are flexible. Only my right thumb was giving
up. It was due to remote control clicking.
Later, a problem was revealed to me.
It was about the P700, Gie handed down to me last August 4 for their balance in
the church. It alarmed me. I have done wrong about it. Only God knows the
truth. And, I was so sorry for it.
Jano told me that I have to fix I
soon. I will really. I will mend this.
"Lord God, I knew this is a
penalty for me. Pardon me, God. I never meant to do this. I was just carried
away by the consequences. If only I have had a choice at that time. I promise
Lord, that I will fix it. Thank You for Your forgiveness. Amen."
I watched TV till 11:30 PM, despite
of the problem I was going through. Funny and reality shows entertained had me
somehow.
August 27, 2007
Seven, I got up. Minutes later, after
breakfast, I set myself to leave. It was simultaneous to Jano-Gie's litanies
about P700. I was speechless, almost.
Rain delayed my going-home. It was
minutes-to-go eight when the rain lowered down. I was so problematic. In fact,
the couple knew that I was going to St. Anthony de Padua Church directly. But,
I was indeed decided to go home immediately. I was determined to pay the P700
at the church's accounting department as soon as I get my first wage receipt
was issued. It was my fault, so I have to pay for it. They need the marriage
contract as soon as possible. Thus, it rattles me.
Since my in-laws went to Boso-Boso,
Mj and I have had a chance to talk money matters. I discussed to her about the
P700. I also told her that we need additional budget because P1000 I owed to
Ate Juliet was almost spent and it's good only for one week. She assured me
that she will borrow P500 from Nanay. It somehow lessened my burden.
Two, I went to Bayan. I bought milk
and diapers. I just walked back and forth to save. In fact, I was disappointed.
Groceries and store items envied me.
Another problem that I have to solve
is Hanna's skin disease, near her genital. We don't know what it was. All we
know is that it's going on as if it has a life. Hanna keeps on scratching it.
Mj wanted her to be checked up by a specialist, but we have no enough money
yet. I pity her.
"Lord God, please heal Hanna's
skin allergy. Don't' make it hard for her. She's too young for this. Lord,
please heal her..."
I slept early.
August 28, 2007
The alarm clock woke me up at 5 AM.
Mj woke me up, too. She assisted me. Thus, I was set after 30 minutes. I left
immediately. I didn't want to be late on my first day. I am not a trainee
anymore. Quarter to seven when I got there.
Past seven, Sir Louie talked to me.
He advised me to be inquisitive. According to him, it's better to ask than to
act like 'nagmamarunong'. He also told me about our department's Christmas
Party. It was about nomination and prize-giving for those 'most industrious'
employees in our department only. It interests me, so I have to be industrious
and productive, so I could wish for a gift. I wanted to have a cellphone.
Though I was trained for 3 days, I
was still like a first timer. I have to ask still because there were new
fabrics. Besides, there's no harm in asking.
Today is my friend, Maila's birthday.
I wanted to greet him through text, but there's no way to do so. "I'm
sorry, pal."
Quarter to twelve, our department was
met by Mam Leah, together with some other departments. The agendum was all
about ATM. We would be using ATM already by first week of September.
Before I forgot, I met Ate Gina in
the hallway. I knew she sees and notices me. I was wondering why she acted as
if she doesn't see me. She looks at the opposite direction as I walk along. I
haven't had a chance to greet her because I was surprised.
I suspect she's angry with me. But
why? If it's because I have not thanked her, for she backed me for my job, it's
because I decided to do it on my 'sahod' day. I will never be ungrateful to
her. It is not my type. I am just waiting for the right time. Thus, Every time
I see Bilog, I see to it that I talk to him. For this, I can show them that I'm
thankful and grateful.
I got mad at 3 PM, when I asked the
price of large-size of banana que. It was too expensive for P10. Yet, I still
bought, for there's no 'tinda' outside or there was no vendor outside the
factory. However, I promised myself that I will never ever buy snacks in the
canteen anymore. Their snacks' prices are not reasonable.
Five, I was home. I was tired, yet
happy. I tried to sleep early, however I failed to catch a tight sleep. It's
due to television's volume. They're watching 'Jumong'.
August 29, 2007
When I got up at 5 AM, my eyes wanted
to sleep again, but I went on. I couldn't afford to absent. It's my second day.
I left at 5:30 AM. It was them
drizzling. Six-thirty when I arrived at Eastland.
My second day of work has been the
same. The shyness and timidity lingering on my body was beginning to leave. I
hoped I could get their 'kiliti', so that I would know how to deal with them,
and how to crack a joke with them.
I realized that in every group, there
is one, who acted as an elite individual. Aristocracy is everywhere.
Although, we have no enough work to
do, I was still occupied by few loads. My work is really physical. It made me
dynamic. I could not almost take a seat. But, it's okay. I have to meet my
quota (120 bundles per day). I have to be nominated as most productive or
highest performer in our department.
When I got home, I wanted to lie
down. However, the double deck was occupied by Ilek. Thus, I couldn't help but
to watch TV. Besides, I have not really caught sleep due to noise and
'kakulitan' of my children. I have had a hard time catching sleep. It might
because I drank coffee at 5 PM.
August 29, 2007
When the alarm clock rang at 5 Am, I
immediately got up. It caused me a temporal dizziness. I wanted to sleep back,
but it couldn't be. Before 5:30 AM, I left to Pasig. It was 6:40 AM when I
arrived at Eastland. I started working immediately. I have to meet my quota.
This is my third day. I think I was
doing well now.
Afternoon. I was taught by Sir Louie
of new washing instruction. I was also taught by Ely on how to wash Lan. It's a
fabric that uses chemicals. I knew them all now.
Before I left at 4 PM, Sir Louie
asked me if I want to work overtime (till 9 PM) tomorrow. Without much
hesitation, I said yes. I indeed carved for OT, since then. I was in need of
money.
In the hallway, I saw Bilog. Thus, I
approached him. He then invited me to come with him to their house. Their house
is walking distance from Eastland. It is not a house actually. It is just a
space. I have learned from Tiya Letty that the rent is P2800, exclusive of
electricity and water. Not bad! But, I don't like it. If Mj and I will rent a
house, I will choose a house with a big space (outside and inside).
Mj proposed the matter of renting,
last night. I told her that I have no financial capacity, yet.
I was so tired when I got home. My
head was aching. Later, another pain has arrived. It was when Mj showed me
Hanna's genital. The allergy became wounds. She then proposed for check-up. I
strongly disagreed because she opted to bring Hanna to a dermatologist, who
asks for P250 for check-up.I wanted her to be checked up, but I was in the
midst of financial crisis now. I've got a lot of debts: P1000 from Ate Juliet,
P700 from Gie-Jano, P500 from Nanay, and P300 from Ate Rita. Haay! I don't know
what to do!
August 31, 2007
I got up early. I was so excited
today because I would have an overtime work for the very first time. There, I
was asked by Malou, a regular employee, why I did not apply in a bank. She said
that if she’s in my feet, she’s not working in a factory. I said nothing. I
don’t want to react or disagree. She didn’t know the real score.
I bonded with Ate Joan, who has a
maiden name of Flores. We’re not related to each other, though. She’s fine.
While working overtime, Sir Louie was
supervising us. He’s accommodating, he’s a good leader.
Time passed so fast. Five hours of OT
has done. I left the workplace immediately. I was exhausted. When I got home,
my kids were still awake. I kissed them, but I have no time to play with them.
I sleep immediately after dinner.
