When I met my
very first advisory class, I felt glad that I finally got the fruit of my
sacrifices and hardship. At last, I had a blue-collar job. I was no longer a
farmer or a fisherman. I don’t have to exchange laborious hands for a stingy
wage. I thought of a good life ahead of me.
However, after
a few hours, my pupils showed their unpolished attitudes that disappointed me.
I almost quit the job. Seeing them misbehave, bully each other and make noises
and clutters, broke my heart. It also gave annoyance in my heart. My good
impression to the pupils in private school was absolutely an opposite from the
reality. I almost cried. The whole session, I was in rage. I, then, burst out.
I reprimanded some of them. I compared them to insects—that are pests. I
cursed, too.
The next day,
I became harsh. I applied some corporal punishment like asking them to squat
and putting books on their hands. I also taught them outside the classroom
every time they disrespect the value of it.
All of them
seemed useless and inefficient. They never changed their behavior. It did not
worsen them, but it merely created a gap between us.
The
opportunity knocked. I was hired as a public school teacher before the school
year ends. I was very glad that I would have a greener pasture and at the same
time I could escape from hell-like classroom, where I first experienced formal
teaching, without knowing that the pupils in a public school is exactly the
same with the private school’s pupils.
I was
culture-shocked when I handled Grade Six pupils. They are far from me when I
was in the same grade. Their culture and behavior are modernized. They
misbehave. They are naughty. They are talkative. The worst, they have no focus.
Only few are interested to learn.
Disappointed,
I was, again.
History
repeated itself. I suffered from the same unpleasant experience. I
self-assessed. I regarded myself flat-footed to handle class. I claimed that I
was not an effective and efficient teacher. It came to a point when I thought
of shifting profession or transferring a locality. I reckoned, teaching in a
rural area is easier. I supposed, it will be a better option however, chance
never permitted me.
Instead, I
accepted them. As I do my craft, I look for ways on how to manage their
mischief, their behavior and their seriousness. All aspects of their
individuality were carefully analysed. Why do they misbehave? Why can’t they
focus on their studies? Whys were
answered by me--- alone. No book and no persona had told me the hows. Even my colleagues haven’t helped
me solve my problem. I just discovered the secret passageway to effective
teaching.
I just
started to like them. I began knowing them—their differences and their intelligence.
I understand them. I opened up some of my life’s account till they accept me.
Later, they regarded me as a second parent. I went with the flow. I gave them
what they want.
I used the art
of teaching.
Later, I am
regarded as their father, since most of them are living in a broken family.
They found a solace in me. They found me caring, loving and understanding.
Thus, they showed me respect—which is the key to learning.
Now, I have no
regret. I already put in my mind that I will serve the youth till the sixty
years of my life, because I love to teach and to inspire them. And, I will
cherish every day of my teaching vocation.
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